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I mean, he’s right, but I’d rather die than admit it. I bypass his comment instead.
“Fine. I’ll kiss you. After that, you’ll leave?”
“No. I just won’t kill anyone. Tonight.”
I blow out a hard breath and close my eyes. “How do I know you won’t change your mind?”
“I give you my word.”
“You gave me your word you wouldn’t hurt me, too. Since then, you’ve threatened to kill me several times.”
“That was before I knew who you were.”
I open my eyes and look at him. “I’m the exact same person.”
“Not to me.”
I take a moment to examine his expression, then say, “This isn’t a plea for my life. I know you wouldn’t care about that. But let’s be clear about this: I just met Declan. I haven’t seen my sister in three years. I have nothing to do with the Irish Mob. I had nothing to do with what happened to your brother.”
“Maybe not. But if anything happens to you, your sister will blame herself. Then she’ll blame Declan. Then his life will be miserable. I want him to be miserable for a while before I kill him. I want him to be so f*****g miserable, he wishes he were never born.”
I think for a moment, then admit reluctantly, “Your logic doesn’t suck.”
“Thank you.”
“But you really expect me to kiss you still? With my own death hanging over my head?”
“You seemed very capable of it last night.”
His eyes burn so hotly, I have to look away. He grasps my jaw and turns my face back to his. “Convince me not to kill you. Kiss me like your life is on the line. Because it is.”
“Are you trying to make me hate you? Spoiler alert: it’s working.”
His eyes flash. He growls, “My patience is wearing thin.”
My heart beats like a hammer. My face is flushed. My stomach is clenched and my chest is tight, and if I had a gun in my hand right now, I’d shove it under his chin and pull the trigger.
Staring up into his eyes, I say very deliberately, “I’m only doing this for Kieran and Spider. And don’t forget what I said about my ghost coming back to haunt you. If you don’t like this kiss, and I die because of it, I’ll haunt your arrogant ass until the end of time.”
Then I go up on my toes and kiss him.
He opens his mouth with a moan and kisses me back with a vengeance.
I guess vengeance is like his whole thing.
Though I initiated the kiss, he takes over within seconds. Curling his hand around my throat, he tilts my head back with his other hand and drinks deep from my mouth, holding my head in place as I cling to him, desperate not to make the small noises of pleasure building in my chest.
I have to remind myself as he sweeps his tongue against mine that this is for Spider. It’s for Kieran. It’s for me, too, but I’m pretty much already dead, anyway.
Second by second, this kiss is killing me. Whenever he decides to end it, I’ll slide to the floor and expire at his feet.
Maybe that’s been his plan all along. This is how he’ll murder me.
Death by estrogen overload.
“You taste so f*****g sweet,” he rasps, breaking away. He’s breathing as hard as I am.
I say faintly, “It’s the Twizzlers. Are we done?”
“Not a goddamn chance.”
He kisses me again, fitting his mouth to mine, letting go of my neck to dig both his big hands into my hair. He presses against me and takes my mouth so ravenously, I’m bent back over the sink. I have to wind my arms up around his shoulders for balance.
We stand like that, mouths fused, pressed together from crotch to chest, kissing and kissing and kissing, until I’m dizzy and my knees are shaking and I’m about to pass out.
Then he sweeps me up into his arms and carries me out of the bathroom.
I panic as he approaches the bed. “What are you doing?”
“Anything I want.”
The only light in the room is from the bathroom, but it’s enough for me to see the intense expression of hunger on his face.
Holy s**t. I’m about to be devoured.
The worst part is, I know the only thing I could do to stop it—namely, screaming for Spider and Kieran—is also what would end their lives.
On the verge of hysteria, I say, “Please don’t hurt me. I’d rather you killed me, instead.”
He knows exactly what I mean.
“If I were going to f**k you, little bird, I wouldn’t have to force myself on you. I’d make you beg for it. And you would.”
I go from horror to fury in two seconds flat. “You’re insane!”
“We’ve already established that you’re the crazy one. I’m the monster, remember?”
He drops me onto the bed. I gasp and clutch the towel closer to my chest, then scramble sideways, trying not to flash my vadge at him in the process.
Malek sits on the edge of the bed and drags me back to him.
He leans over me and plants his hands on either side of my head, pinning me in place.
Wide-eyed and hyperventilating, I shrink into the mattress.
We stay like that for a while, until I realize he’s waiting for me to calm down. I take a few deep breaths, watching him warily, wondering what he’ll do next.
“Better?” he says.
“No.”
“Yes, you are. You want me to tell you to kiss me again.”
“I can’t believe you have the nerve to call me crazy.”
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