CHAPTER 5— YOU'RE NOT ELENA

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Dinner didn't last much longer after that. Not because the food was finished, but because the conversation was. He had already said everything he needed to say, and silence had moved in to fill the rest of the space. I barely tasted anything. Every bite was mechanical, forced, pointless. My attention wasn't on the food. It was on him. On the way he moved, the way he watched, the way he didn't need to speak to make the air feel heavier. When the meal finally ended, he didn't dismiss me or give instructions or even look away. He simply sat there, studying me the way someone studies something unfinished. Something not yet figured out. Something he wasn't done with. "You're uncomfortable." The statement came without warning. Flat and certain. I let out a quiet breath. "That's not surprising." "No," he agreed. "It isn't." Silence stretched between us. "You hold your fork differently." My fingers froze. Just slightly. But it was enough. His gaze sharpened instantly. "There it is," he murmured. My pulse spiked. "What are you talking about?" "You adjusted your grip." His tone didn't change, but something behind his eyes did. A tightening of focus, precise and predatory, like something locking onto movement it had been waiting for. "People don't notice things like that," I said carefully. "I do." Of course he did. I forced my hand to relax and set the fork down. "Maybe I'm nervous." "That's not it." My jaw tightened. "You seem very sure." "I am." He leaned back slightly, one arm resting along the chair, his posture casual while his attention remained anything but. "You've been trained." The words landed harder than they should have. Because they weren't a guess. They were an observation, a conclusion drawn carefully and quietly, and worst of all, they were close to the truth. "I don't know what you mean," I said. A mistake. I knew it the moment the words left my mouth. Something shifted in his expression. Subtle, but unmistakably there. "Don't do that," he said. "Do what?" "Play stupid." His voice didn't rise or sharpen, but it cut deeper for the quietness of it. Cleaner. More precise. "You're not very good at it." That stung more than it should have. I held his gaze and refused to look away. "Then why are you still entertaining it? If I'm so obvious." A slow pause, measured and deliberate. Then his lips curved slightly. Not a smile. Something more dangerous than a smile. "Because I'm curious." "About what?" "About you." The way he said it, calm, focused, entirely intent, made something shift in my chest. Not fear exactly. Something more complicated than fear. "You shouldn't be," I said quietly. "Why not?" "Because whatever you think you'll find..." I paused for just a breath. "It won't be worth it." I knew that was a risk the moment I said it. And so did he, because his gaze darkened, interest sharpening behind his eyes like a blade being drawn slowly. "That sounds like a warning," he said. "It is." The silence that followed felt heavier than anything before it. Because I had just done something dangerous. I had pushed back, not out of nerves, not defensively, but deliberately. And men like Adrian Voss didn't ignore things like that. He leaned forward slightly, just enough to shift the weight of the room. "You're not Elena." There it was. Not a question, not an accusation. A fact, stated plainly, with the calm of someone who had finished deciding. My heart slammed against my ribs, but my face stayed still. "You keep saying that." "Because it keeps being true." His eyes locked onto mine, unmoving and unforgiving. "And the more you pretend otherwise, the more obvious it becomes." My throat tightened. This was the edge. One wrong word, one wrong reaction, one small slip and everything would come apart. "Then why not expose me?" I asked. The question came out steadier than I felt. "If you're so certain." A long pause. His gaze didn't waver, didn't soften, didn't move from mine. "Because I don't want to." The answer hit harder than any threat he had given me. Not because of what he said, but because of how simply he said it. Like it required no justification. Like it was already settled. My brows drew together. "That doesn't make sense." "It doesn't have to." His voice stayed level, unhurried, perfectly controlled. "I know you're not her. I know you're lying. And I'm still sitting here." Silence pressed in from every corner of the room. "Why?" I asked again. Softer this time. More honest. Because I genuinely needed the answer now, and that itself was dangerous. His gaze shifted, not away, but deeper, as though he was looking for something beneath the surface of me that he hadn't reached yet. "Because you're the only part of this situation that doesn't make sense," he said slowly. "And I don't like things I can't understand." There it was. Not curiosity, not attraction, not some complicated mercy. Control. He needed answers, and I was the only one holding them. Which meant I wasn't simply in danger. I was valuable. And that made everything worse. "Then stop trying to understand me," I said quietly. "Let it go." "No." Simple. Final. Certain. "I don't let things go." I exhaled slowly and leaned back. "Then you're going to be disappointed." "Unlikely." His gaze moved across my face, observing, calculating. Then, "Tell me something." My chest tightened. "What?" "Your name." The air in the room narrowed instantly, everything pulling sharp and close. "You already know it," I said carefully. "Elena." Silence. "No." One word, flat and immovable. "That's not your name." The way he said it wasn't a challenge or a test. It was a conclusion he had already reached, a truth he had already accepted, and now he was simply waiting for me to confirm it. Or deny it. Or break under the weight of it. I held his gaze. Steady. Controlled. "You're wrong," I said quietly. And I watched him see it. That shift again, that precise, quiet focus snapping into place like something clicking shut. "There," he murmured. "What?" "You hesitate before you lie." My breath caught. Damn it. He leaned back slowly, watching me with the expression of someone who had just moved a piece forward on a board they were already winning. "Interesting," he added softly. I forced myself to stay still. To breathe evenly. To think past the panic rising in my chest, because panic was exactly what he was waiting for. The silence this time felt different. Because he wasn't guessing anymore. He was building something, piece by piece, truth by truth, using every small reaction I failed to suppress. And I had just handed him another piece without meaning to. He stood finally, the movement quiet but enough to shift the atmosphere of the room. He adjusted his sleeve with the casual precision of someone who had already moved on from the conversation entirely, as though nothing significant had just taken place. "We're done for tonight." Relief should have come. It didn't. He moved toward the door, then stopped just before crossing the threshold. He didn't turn around. "I'll give you time," he said. I frowned. "For what?" "To decide how honest you want to be with me." My pulse climbed. "And if I decide not to be?" A pause. Then he turned his head just slightly, just enough for me to catch the edge of his expression. Cold, controlled, and carrying something that left no room for negotiation. "Then I decide what to do with you." The words settled into the room like stone dropped into still water. Then he was gone, the door closing softly behind him. But the weight of what he'd left behind didn't go with him. It stayed, filling every corner of the silence, pressing against my chest, curling around the one thing I still had left to protect. My name.
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