IVAN . I left the courtroom after the meeting and headed straight to my bedroom. My mind was already messed up. My thoughts were scattered all over the place. I can't wrap my head around anything anymore. I had thought that I could control it. Hell, I even thought that she wouldn't get to me as much I didn't want her to but I don't know how to do and how to handle the situation anymore. When I arrived at her bedroom earlier, my sole purpose of getting there was nothing else but dragging her by the collar in the most humiliating way and make her pay for defying me but I just couldn't. Instead I was thrown off balance by what I wanted to do. The wolf in me kept on calling out to her, almost to the point of taking over my entire being. Eric was right. This isn't just a mild attraction b

