My mind is really in a state of great disturbance. I am in a whirl and I cannot think clearly. I knew that my parents talked to Jillian at the hospital the minute they went out. I am trying to maintain a cool facade but deep inside of me, there is turbulence not just in my mind but in my heart as well. I know in myself that my mom will never tolerate me, not this time. She may be quiet at all times but when she speaks, she is also a tigress. Madalas sa family namin ay si daddy ang batas. What he says are usually like heavy steel bars that no one would dare to bend. Hindi ko pa nakita na magalit ng husto si mommy until now. And that added fear inside my heart. Hindi ko pa nakita na tumiklop si daddy kay mommy at yun na lang ang pag-asang kinakapitan ko ngayon.
The minute I saw my father’s
