Chapter 1

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“Mommy?” Ysa flinched so hard the crumpled hospital bill slipped right through her fingers, fluttering down to land face-up on the cold tile floor. She stared at it for one heartbeat before looking down at Dior, her three-year-old boy, lying small and still beneath thin white sheets, his chest rising and falling in short, ragged gasps that made her own chest ache. His face was pale, his lips slightly blue, and his dark eyes huge and glassy as he looked up at her. Severe asthma. The doctor had said it was getting worse. Without proper care and medicine… he wouldn’t make it. Every day here cost more than she’d ever earned in a single month. “Yes, baby?” she whispered, sinking to her knees beside the bed, brushing damp, fine hair back from his warm forehead. Her hand trembled so bad she could barely touch him. “What is it? Does it hurt more?” “My chest feels tight,” he hardly breathed. He reached up with a small, shaking hand and clutched the front of her blouse. “Can we go home now? I don’t like this place.” Her throat closed up so tight she could barely draw breath. She leaned down and pressed her forehead to his, tears spilling over and hot against his skin. “Soon, love. Mommy just needs to fix a few things first. Okay? Just hold on a little longer for me.” She pulled back and looked at the bill lying on the floor. Sixty thousand pesos. Due in three days. Three days. She stood up, wiped her face, and reached for the bag beside the bed. She pulled out a crisp, peeled pear, and sat down beside him. She cut it into soft, small pieces. Dior watched her quietly, then reached out and touched her wrist. “Mommy?” “Yes, baby?” She kept her voice light, kept smiling, even though her chest felt like it was splitting open. “Where is my daddy?” The knife almost slipped from her grip. She froze, the pear piece still on the blade. She looked at him, and his big eyes were so hopeful, so innocent, it hurt worse than any blow. “All the other kids have daddies,” he said softly, twisting the sheet in his fingers. “Why don’t I have one? Did I do something wrong? Is he mad at me?” Ysa set the knife down slowly. She took his small hand in both of hers, and her heart broke all over again. “No, baby. Never. You did nothing wrong.” Her voice cracked, so she spoke softer, leaned closer. “Your daddy… he had to go away for a while. That’s all. He’s not mad. He just… he doesn’t know about you yet.” God, forgive me for the lies. Lucas blinked, his eyes filling. “Will he come? Will he like me?” She swallowed hard, forcing a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “He would love you more than anything in the whole world. I promise.” She fed him a piece of pear, and he chewed slowly, still watching her. She turned her face away for just one second, pressed her lips tight, and let one tear fall straight down her cheek before she wiped it away. She wouldn’t let him see her break. Not now. Not ever. She kept feeding him, kept talking soft and gentle, but inside she was falling apart. Her mind drifted back, unbidden, to three years ago. She’d been standing in that crowded, thudding club, wearing a dress too tight and too short. She’d hated every moment of it, the hands grabbing at her, the smell of sweat and cheap alcohol, the way men looked at her like she was nothing more than something to use for an hour and throw away. But she’d done it anyway. Every night, every stranger, every awful touch, all for her father. His medicine was expensive. His bills kept piling up. And she’d been the only one who could pay them. Then she’d gotten the call center job. She’d walked away from it all the nights, the shame, the men who called her like she was theirs to buy. She’d worn neat blouses and slacks, worked twelve-hour shifts in a quiet cubicle, kept her head down and her life clean. She’d thought she was safe. She’d thought she could leave that part of herself behind forever. But her father had died anyway. And before she’d even had time to grieve, she’d realized she was pregnant. Ysa then resigned from her call center job. She’d never told anyone. She’d hidden her pregnancy, hidden her son, hidden every part of that night. I'm so sorry, Dior. And he looked exactly like him. Same dark, deep-set eyes. Same thick, dark hair that curled just slightly at the temples. Same sharp, clean line of his jaw. Every time she looked at her son, she saw the man who’d walked into her life for one night, paid five times what she’d asked, touched her like she was something precious, and then vanished without a name. People still looked at Ysa, though. She could feel it wherever she went. They noticed the way her dark hair fell soft and thick over her shoulders, the curve of her hips that even loose, plain clothes couldn’t hide, the fullness of her lips that still turned heads. She was still beautiful, still the same woman men used to turn for. The thought she’d been fighting all morning crept back, sharp and ugly and impossible to ignore: Go back. Back to the nights. Back to the strangers. Back to selling herself just to survive. She’d promised herself she’d never let Dior know that part of her. She’d wanted him to be proud of her. To see her as strong and good. But looking at him fighting just to breathe, she realized she’d break every promise she’d ever made if it meant keeping him alive. She’d do anything. She’d become that woman again. She’d let anyone touch her, use her, do whatever they wanted as long as they paid. The doctor stepped out of the room, flipping through his chart. “Ms. Sandoval?” She stood fast, wiping her face rough with the back of her hand, trying to make herself look calm. “Yes. Is he okay?” “He’s stable for now,” he said gently, though his eyes were kind. “But we need full payment within three days. If you can’t pay by then… we’ll have to discharge him. I’m sorry.” Three days. She nodded. Her legs turning to water beneath her. “I… I understand. Thank you.” He walked away. And, Ysa sank onto the hard plastic bench, burying her face in her hands, and let herself cry. Shaking sobs that shook her whole body. She cried for her father, for the life she’d lost, for the shame she carried, and most of all for Dior, her sweet, brave little boy who didn’t deserve any of this. She cried because she was so tired. Because she had no one. Because she was terrified. But then she thought of him again. The man from that night. She didn’t know his name. She didn’t know where he lived. She was too helpless. She had three days. She had nothing. And there was only one person in the world who might be able to help her. She didn’t know if he’d remember her. Or if he’d care. But she knew exactly where they’d met. Ysa stood up, smoothing her blouse with hands that still shook. She tucked the bill deep into her bag, adjusted the strap over her shoulder, and pressed one last kiss to her palm before laying it against the glass. “I’ll save you,” she whispered, so quiet no one could hear. “I promise.” She turned and walked toward the exit. She didn’t know what she’d say when she found him. She didn’t know if he’d help her or turn her away. She only knew she had to try. For Dior. The automatic doors slid open with a soft hiss. Cool evening air hit her face, carrying the smell of rain. She stepped out onto the sidewalk, pulling her thin cardigan tighter around herself against the chill. And just as she turned to walk away, a sleek black luxury car rolled slowly past the hospital entrance. It moved so quietly she barely heard it. But as it passed, the rear window rolled down just enough for her to see inside. She caught her breath so hard it hurt. There he sat. The man from that night. She recognized him instantly, the sharp, strong features, the dark hair, the golden-brown skin that matched her son’s perfectly. He was even more handsome than she remembered. And he was looking right at her. His eyes locked onto hers, dark and unblinking. He didn’t look away. He didn’t move. He just sat there, watching her, and she felt it, that same heavy, knowing weight in his gaze, like he’d been waiting for this moment for a very long time. The car slowed almost to a stop beside her. For one heartbeat, the whole world fell quiet. She couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t move. She just stood there, staring at him, her heart hammering so hard she thought it might burst through her chest. And then she saw the corner of his mouth lift just barely into a faint, knowing smile. He hadn’t forgotten her. He’d been looking for her. And now… he’d found her.
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