Chapter 35 Ana Today I want to put myself together. I'm going to drag my sorry ass out of bed, and I will go into the bathroom, take a shower, blow my hair dry. I will do my makeup and then I will come back into the bedroom, I will choose an outfit. After that, I will walk to the kitchen and eat breakfast with my James before we go to work. If I can make it through today, I can make it through tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after that. If I can make it through this day, I know that I will be okay again. I have to make it through through this day I now throw the cover off me and do everything I listed up in my head, in order. I take a long hot shower. I can take a long shower because I woke up long before James. When he wakes up he's gonna find the bed empty, but he'll

