C H A S T I T Y Year 2010 18 years old “Then kiss me.” I provoked him. I Provoked Him. Provoke was such a big word, even for me as a virgin, yet I did so. I DID SO. What was I feeling? Excitement and anticipation. I felt a sense of thrill and excitement as I waited for Lachlan to make his move. Anxiety and butterflies. The prospect of doing something so daring and risky for the first time in my life, was making me feel absolutely anxious and made my heart start beating faster. And, intense excitement, and absolute sensual pleasure that has been building up inside me a lot. Was it wrong? Was it wrong that I answered that way and that I provoked him even when he warned me? Was it wrong? Honestly, I do not know if it was wrong, or not, because my entire body was actually fr

