DANTE’S POV:
For a second, I feel like I am losing my sanity. I am not a kid; I am a full-grown man. I know what r**e is. I have done many questionable things in life, but r**e? Let alone r****g my wife, was out of the picture.
I hate how much she makes me react. My entire life, I have been a very logical man, but these days, I react based on feelings. That is weakness. I am weak, and she is the cause of this weakness.
Sometimes I like it, because it lets me relax into her touch. It lets her heal the flawed part of me, but in times like this, I hate it so much. I want to do so many things to myself, like pound my hand into a wall until I f*****g bleed—anything to draw me back to the man I used to be. Anything to take away the softness from my body.
The guests are already sitting for th
