1 year and 7 months later...
Valerie's POV
Every night the city seems livelier than daylight, as I drive around the busy street of New York City. I never like every bit of this city, a lot of terrible memories is slowly coming back to me. I took the flask out of the storage compartment of my car and drank it down. I can feel the alcohol burn my throat but I don't care, this is just one of those nights where I go out for some fun.
Immature of me but it seems like my body is not in my control anymore, my body craves for something that'll distract me from the pain, s*x. My body is addicted, I can tell that. I want distraction that can help me avoid feeling the pain of being heartbroken.
I threw the flask at the back and head straight to where I feel at home the most, club. I accelerate the speed, cutting anyone in the road just so I can calm myself down there. Some people threw profanities so I just closed my windows and speed up. I'm a reckless driver, thank god I've never got into an accident.
Once I arrive at my destination, I parked my car but before I get out of it I look at my face in the side mirror to check if I got some lipstick on my teeth. I don't want people to assume that I eat makeups.
The club is full of people, you can smell cigarettes before you come into the building, some people who get rejected started yelling at the bouncer and telling how much of a filthy rich coward man he is. The bouncer brushed them off but the guy threw a punch at him so before the guy's fist landed on his already smashed face he tackled the guy down.
'who cares that's an everyday thing' I thought to myself as walk into the club. The smell of alcohol makes my body excited. The dance floor is packed with drunk bastards grinding on each other like a rabbit in heat.
'You're addicted to s*x, you rabbit' says the voice in my head, I just shake my head & proceed to walk closer to the bartender and wait for him to ask what my order is. Waving money and calling them every second is not gonna get you to order first, instead you'll be the last to order. I ordered 'the Stinger' since It's my favorite, many of my f**k buddies say that I should try the fireball but I think that's for another day.
I look around, searching for another prey tonight. There's a full plastic girl that has her all kinds of surgery, but I'm not into them I might accidentally make her boobs explode. Looking at my left, there are1,2,3,4- nah, too many d***s. I give up and busy myself by putting more alcohol into my system.
After 8 wait- 12 drinks I am swaying, The lights are getting on my nerves, I feel like a vampire. I tried walking myself out but these damn sweaty bodies keep on pushing me side to side. I should be on a bed f*****g but here I am struggling to not throw up on somebody.
After a few pushes, I gave up, I let it out like a waterfall in summer. My victim is shouting, gagging when she sniffed her clothes covered with my vomit, shrieking.
''Arhg! Ewwwww! Get the f**k away from me, b***h! f**k!'' Her face is so red that it makes me laugh, her brows connect as she looks at me, angry is valid on her face. She was about to slap me in the face when soft hands pull me away from this smelly b***h.
'Now, now, no violence is allowed here, miss vomit.'' says the person behind me, her voice is a little raspy making it sounds sexy in my ear.
'Who are you?! b***h this is none of your business!'' Shouts the woman, her spits are going
everywhere!
So I reach for some tissue in my pocket and shove it in her mouth. I can't help but laugh. She spits the tissue out, lifts her hand but before her fist lands on me, a bouncer lift her up and walk away. I want to see the face of this woman but...
'' Why are you always drunk everytime I see you?'' she says before I black out.
To be continued.