Christian
I’m nervous to reveal what I truly am to Ellen. Is she going to accept me or throw me away once she finds out the truth? I have a feeling she is going to hate what I am, considering what I’ve done in the past. I’m the reason her parents are dead. I didn’t mean for them to die, but I’m still at fault. It’s something I have to live with every day. It’s eating me alive, gnawing at my brain, and rendering me unable to sleep at night. The only thing that helps this darkness within me...well... I’m not proud of it, but s*x is how I survive. Pleasure washes after the blame and guilt that fills my heart.
“Okay, you got some explaining to do because I really don’t understand how you can be the reason my parents are dead,” Ellen says with narrowed eyes.
She looks upset. Her beautiful ey
