MILDRED
MY LOSS
I paced the floor of my room awaiting that moment when Vanessa would walk right through my door.
First I was going to pounce on her, then I was going to shred her to pieces. How could she just walk in and run all I have worked for all my life since meeting Enid?
Enid was going to kiss me! Enid would have kissed me! Enid almost kissed me!
My brain chimed over and again as I paced the floor replaying every second of it, wishing and praying Susan never dropped in on us.
I wondered what would have become of us if she did not. Would we be thrashing naked on the bed fighting for release? Would Enid have made love to me after kissing me?
Enid was drunk. I could have used that little excuse to make my dreams come true even if he regretted it when the alcohol left his syst
