59 Ryan's POV I was an ass, I knew that. Hell anyone who did not know of the existence of Ryan the ass was probably living in a different universe. I lived and longed for the drama that was stuck to me like a stigma. But there was something up with Blaze and deep down in my guts, I knew it has something to do with our mate. Blaze was the quiet, reserved and gentle one out of the four of us and him trying to take up my character, did not look good on him. I had a feeling I was being watched the day I snuck into Evelyn's room with the aid of the white oak tree and I knew who exactly was on my trail, sniffing me out like a rat. Now who was suffering from low self-esteem. I had always knew all along that Blaze was the one with the low self-esteem and Nathan was just a guy going through

