Nathan’s Pov
I sat at the garden, blinking off the tears that threatened to drop from my eyes. I had no idea that it was going to be this hard for me.
My brothers seemed to feel the same way ever since Evelyn left, except Ryan who was clearly glad and contented.
I had known Evelyn for barely a month, but her influence in my life was so fierce that going for just hours without her presence made me feel sick.
After what seemed like ages, I walked over to her room, hoping that I would catch sight of her sitting down or doing something she loved.
It was my imaginations that kept playing tricks with me, but I didn’t feel strong enough to say to them.
I walked into her room and just as I expected she wasn’t there. There was actually no way that she would be in the room, because we had se
