Evan Jay was looking at me. What is Jay trying to tell me? Is he saying he doesn’t want a relationship? “Evan, I want you. I feel a connection with you. Be honest with me: have you actually been around the gay lifestyle?” Jay asked. “I’ve been around gay people; I mean, our cook, Dean, is gay,” I told him. “Yeah, he is gay. But did you ever hang out with him in a social setting outside of this home?” Jay asked. “Well, no. You are the only one I’ve actually hung out with in a social setting,” I admitted. Jay sighed and said, “I want you to live life in Florida. I want you to experience the gay lifestyle, especially since you are newly out of the closet. I’m not saying we are breaking up or that we’re not going to get into a relationship. I’m just saying I want you to enjoy your life w

