When Love Hurts

First Night

After some Time,

"Good luck!''Everyone shouted as we jogged down the carpet out of the hotel. We stopped in front of the car and I threw my bouquet.He then opened the door and we slid into the car. Pictures were taken a while ago so now it was just home time.The driver sped forward and we left, leaving tons of people behind. I looked through the back window and kept waving until I knew for a fact they couldn't see me.I sat down in my seat and Mathew stared out the window. I sighed and stared out mine.It was gonna be a long boring drive home. The maids had brought all my leftover stuff to the mansion after the ceremony was over, they said they wanted to see their princess get married so my parents let them.I sat silent tapping my fingers on my leg when he reached over and grabbed my left upper arm and my right hip. With little effort, he pulled me over two seats and into him.The arm that held mine was now draped around my shoulder. The other hand was still on my hip.He rested his chin on the top of my head, and I had no choice but to lean against his chest. My hands rested on my lap and we sat there silently.It wasn't that bad.His hand moved from my hip and down to my thigh. He began pulling up my dress and I realised what he was doing once his cold knuckles made contact with my bare knee.

"Stop!"I said and tried pushing him away."Get off!"I repeated and pushed away from him. I pulled my dress down and the driver glanced back.I was about to slide back to my original seat but Mathew grabbed my wrist."I just wanted to have some fun. But if you don't want to, fine. Just sit with me then."He said and I stared at him. That wasn't exactly an apology."That's not an apology."I hissed and he sighed."I'm sorry."He muttered and I remained silent.He pulled me over to him again and wrapped his arms around me. He held me close to his chest and rested his chin on the top of my head again.

We got to the mansion and he guided me inside and up the staircase to our room.We got in and I went into the closet and grabbed my pjs. I grabbed some underwear and a towel then went into the bathroom.I locked the door then started my shower. I wiped off my makeup and undressed, neatly putting all my precious stuff away from the shower.The water was warm and I stepped into the shower and began washing.I finished then changed into my pjs.I walked out and put my dress in the closet with the vale and then put the jewellery in a special box.Mathew grabbed my wrist, tightly and looked at my ringless finger."Why aren't you wearing your ring?" He asked and I opened my mouth to speak."We're married, you have to wear it." He said without giving me a chance to speak ."At the time of sleep too? I don't want it digging into my side or my face, or ripping the pillow or some s**t. I don't want to lose them in the bed."I said and he stared down at me. He let go of my wrist and I looked away.He walked past me and I muttered i***t under my breath. He whipped around and glared at me.I froze and slowly backed away. He approached me slowly and I tripped and fell onto the bed on my back.I stared up at him and a smirk spread across his face. I didn't know what he was thinking so I tried closing my legs only to be blocked by his.He leaned down and got onto the bed so he was hovering over me. I closed my eyes, turning away from him.

"I'm not gonna hurt you, Amelie. I don't why you think that." He said and pecked my cheek then got up and left to the bathroom.Did I make it that obvious or was he a mind reader? I lay there stunned and sighed relieved. I then crawled into my side of the bed. I pulled down the curtains around the bed and grabbed my laptop. I put in my favourite movie, Titanic.

After a little alone time,

The shower stopped and I could hear him walk out. Obviously I couldn't see anything because the curtains were closed around the bed.I kept watching my movie when the curtain on his side opened and he crawled into bed.I faced away from him on my side watching the movie when I could feel his bare chest pressed against my back.He pulled me back a little bit so we were in the middle of the bed and his huge f*****g arm draped over my stomach.The other I guess was behind his head. One of his giant legs rested over mine, pretty much trapping me and I stayed still."Turn it up." He whispered, his face very close to mine. I turned the laptop's volume up and we watched the movie before I slowly fell to sleep, somehow.