Healer For Alpha

Innocence Lost

"Ow, that's cute," I say with a smile, looking down at him and resting my whole body so I'm comfortable on him. It might seem like his hard body would be uncomfortable, but it really isn't. He's comfy and very warm... maybe too warm, but I still like it. His hands reach up and caress my whole body slowly.

"Can I take your clothes off?" he asks suddenly, his hand finding the clasp of my bra, "I want to have your skin on mine."

"You can," I whisper and once he unclasps it, I sit up and let it fall down my arms. Alpha's eyes fall to my chest and even though my head screams at me to cover up and run away, I let him watch me. It feels... right. Like my body is his to see.

His hands drop to my panties then, his fingers lacing into the fabric ready to rip them off, probably. And when he sees I'm not going to stop him, he does. He rips them off like they're not expensive and pulls them off completely to leave me fully undressed in front of him for the first time.

I'd say he's the second man to ever see me naked, but he's actually the first. I never let my ex watch me like this and most of the time when we had sëx it was in the dark because I felt insecure about my body, but right now the whole room is extremely brightly lit. And strangely, I don't feel insecure at all. I simply don’t think a werewolf is going to judge me.

My whole body is shaking, but I stay right here, sitting on him letting him look at me and touch me, looking so hungry for me that I'm starting to feel the same way.

It's strange. I don't think I've ever felt like this before and especially not with a man.

"You're starting to get wet," Alpha whispers, his voice impossibly low. My first instinct is to close my legs, but I can't because he's in their way. And he's right, I am starting to get wet, all over him. Alpha feels it, swallows hard and looks up at the ceiling for a second, "This is harder than I thought."

"I'm sorry," I say, I don't know why, maybe because I'm making everything harder for him, literally.

"Don't be sorry. Come here," he says and pulls my arm gently until I'm lying on him just like before, except this time it truly feels different, skin against skin. I close my eyes and my hands instinctively move to his head.

That was a bad, bad idea. Really bad.

An immediate connection forms between us without me even having to concentrate and suddenly my whole body is hot, almost as hot as his because I can feel how horny he is. But not only that, the need is unbearable.

My hips start to move uncontrollably over him because I can't help it. The s****l energy is too much, his need is too strong and too tangible. He’s infecting me.

"Lunanci?"

"I feel it, I feel the same way you do," I admit, lifting my face until I can see his eyes. I don't even think about it, I just lower my face and connect our lips, moving my hips back until I can find his erection and sit on it. Alpha grunts from his throat and suddenly we shift positions again. My back hits the bed and Alpha moves his hips so we're not touching, but he responds to my kiss.

It's animalistic, aggressive and not pretty at all, but it's what I need right now, all of him. It's what he needs, too.

God, this is unbearable, it's like I need to consume him, to possess everything about him. If there was an option to merge our bodies completely, I'd want to do it.

"You're making it worse," he groans as he pulls our mouths apart and lowers his head to rest it on my chest. He's breathing hard and shaking as he tries to hold back, "Fück. Fück. You smell so good."

"Alpha, let's just do it," I beg, digging my nails into his back to force him to make me feel good. I feel achy, needy... empty. I'm dizzy with need.

"I can't," he lets out in a tortured voice, squeezing my body and starting to kiss my neck in a way that makes everything even worse, "I can't. It's not safe. I'm going to hurt you."

"No, I can take it," I promise even though I don't know if it's true or not, I just know I want us to be together. God, this isn't normal. I seriously need to stop touching him and get out of this connection... but I don't think I'm strong enough to do it, "Alpha, I need you."

"Okay," he agrees, surrendering. I don't know how he could stand it for so long. Feeling the way he feels, it seems impossible to me. Or maybe he has more willpower than I do. Alpha slowly moves down, kissing every part of my body in his path, sucking on my n*****s like they're those candies Rio is always eating before finally getting to where it hurts the most.

He spreads my legs wide with urgency and doesn't even give me a chance to get ready before licking and devouring me like I'm his last meal. The pain and need becomes almost unbearable, I cry and moan on the bed, my body moving uncontrollably, but Alpha's strong hands stop me so he can continue torturing my c**t directly and licking my need until I can't take it anymore and I come, moaning loudly and my legs shaking.

I have never felt this out of control before and absolutely never had an o****m this intense. I would be completely worried if it didn't feel this good.

But it doesn't stop there. My Alpha is not satisfied yet, on the contrary, his need is even greater.

Once I come, Alpha leaves my poor c**t alone, suddenly I feel two of his fingers gently getting inside of me and I have to cover my face so I don't scream again because if I keep doing that people will hear us and they’ll kick us out of this hotel.

"Can you take three?" he asks almost to himself because he doesn't wait for me to answer, he just adds another finger and I clench around them because his fingers are big and that is probably the biggest thing I have ever felt inside me ever, but my body is ready.

"Just do it, fück me," I beg, even though I never thought I'd be acting like this in front of someone. But it's not me, it's him, controlling my head like a fücking alien, "Please, Alpha. Please let us be together, I can take you. I was made for you, remember?"

"You're right," he agrees and leaves me empty again before standing up and settling his erection against my entrance. His d**k is considerably bigger than three of his fingers, but he can still slide inside me, bit by bit. His head falls back and I can feel his joy, his complete pleasure, "Yes, love. You're so good, you're taking me so well."

His words make me forget the slight pain of taking something so big, I nod and move my hands to his arms, pulling him to me so he can cover me with his whole body and kiss me again. As if he's also feeling what I want, his lips find mine when he's finally fully inside me.

He gives me a second to adjust but I don't need it, I don't want it. I move my hips to tell him to keep going and he does.

"Keep going," I beg, lost in how good it feels, "Don't stop."

{ Rio }

My eyes open and the first thing I can feel is... soreness. My legs are sore. My balls are heavy and I'm still hard, but I’m not as in pain as I thought I'd be. And I'm wearing my boxers for some reason.

I stretch out on the bed like every morning and this time it feels even better than normal. I c***k my back and I sit up in bed, looking out the window as I try to remember how I got here, but the truth is that the last thing I remember is lying with Lunanci watching videos on my phone.

Is my rut already over? Or is it just about to start?

When I get out of bed and look around I realize that it's probably over. There are a lot of dirty dishes on the table next to the bed and water bottles, full and empty. Quite a few. I grab one and finish it without breathing because I feel completely thirsty.

I check my phone. Sure enough, today is Friday morning, which means I was blocked by my wolf all day yesterday in his rut.

That's weird, isn't it? We were supposed to suffer together. I guess he's so nice that he wanted to stop me from feeling the pain of a lonely rut. That's sweet of him.

I walk to the door to Lunanci's room and find it locked. That's understandable, but there's nothing to worry about anymore so I just bang on the door for a few seconds until she opens it.

Lunanci is wearing a bathrobe, her short hair is wet and there's a woman making the bed. I lower my hands to hide my bulge and greet the worker with a nod before returning my attention to Lunanci.

"I survived," I let her know with a smile. Lunanci rolls her eyes, "Thanks for taking care of me, but I'm really hungry again... miss, could you send breakfast to the room? Anything, just make it plenty."

"Understood," the worker replies and finishes arranging the pillows before giving us a sidelong glance and leaving the room. I walk straight to Lunanci's fresh bed and sit there, tapping on the side to get her to sit down as well.

Lunanci looks reluctant for a second but sighs and does it, she sits next to me but I notice she is tense. And she smells nervous. She hasn’t felt like this around me since the first days.

"Are you okay, Luna? I didn't make you uncomfortable, did I? I mean, my wolf," I clarify. Lunanci shakes her head and I let out a relieved breath. That's good, "So, what is it?"

"Nothing, it's just weird now," she admits with a slightly forced smile, "Our friendship was innocent and now it's not."

"Hey, it still is," I say, nudging her a little, "Nothing changed, right? You’ve seen me naked a lot.”

"Yeah, you're right. You've always been way too comfortable with nudity," she blurts out and starts to feel normal again, "Can we leave as soon as we have breakfast? I have a session with Julie."

"Oh, sure."