Last night was perfect, I got back at Lucas and the party was amazing. Now today is back to normal. I'm going to go and help out the girls and I'm going to eat and laugh and just go on with everyday things. Okay maybe I'm scared of what will happen when I walk out these doors, nothing has been normal or everyday in awhile. Everything is abnormal, it's surreal and it's sinking in. I would never in a million years imagined myself here in another dimension, married, in love and terrified most of the time. What if everyday things are to difficult for me now. I'm stupid how can everyday things be difficult. I'm just over analyzing and it's freaking me out. I took a last breath and left the room. I started walking and the place felt more eary than usual, it feels like the walls are closing in on
