Chapter 42
Xavier POV
She is leaving and I know I will never see her again. It is taking all of me to not tell her, to beg her to stay with me. I can't be so selfish, she was never meant to be here. She deserves a real life. A life in the sun with friends, family and school. My heart is breaking inch by inch like the shower when my father hit it. It's cracked all over, but it won't shatter completely, not until she disappears. Maybe not telling her is for the best she will get to be happy, she will at least have hope. I can't see her break down and loose faith. Better that happens when she isn't with me anymore.
"Are you ready?" I asked her wishing with all my heart she decides to stay with me until I can go with her.
"I don't want to go without you." She whispered to me, I wan
