Painful Moments

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Abeeha POV Danyal " I love you baby. " What baby? Why was he Calling me that? was he confusing me with Shiza? Before i thought of anything else he dragged me closer to him and my lips landed on his lips. I forgot about thinking anything else. He was kissing my lips gently and he then started sucking my lips and was exploring my mouth. He was playing with my tongue and I felt lost in that. My body was on fire when he touched my breasts above my shirt. I didn't want to do it, he wass married man but he left me with no option. He was seducing me and I was lost in his touch within some minutes. This man is full of tactics. He slipped his hand inside my top and was running his warm fingers on my back and he moved upward and opened my bra hooks. He started running his hand on my back. He stopped kissing me for a moment and then he immediately lifted me with all his force and placed me on the bed. I was besides him on bed and he again started kissing me. He hovered over me within a moment and I felt his hard p**** on my thighs. He was kissing me passionately and his warm hands were making me crazy. He was running his fingers on my body and then he started pressing my breast and n*****s hardly. I was on fire. The room environment was so hot and passionate and It was filling with my moans. He then took off my top and pant. I was completely naked in front of him but we were wrapped in quilt. He started kissing my earlobe sucking it and then kissing my neck and collar bone. He stopped. Why? He got up and he stretched his arm on the side table. He filled it with water and started drinking it . What? In the middle of something he was feeling thirsty. He was still over me. After drinking half glass, he looked at me wickedly. Why? Was he thinking of any evil plan? And Before I said anything he dipped his fingers in water and then splashed it on my face. I felt cold. He then dropped some water on my hard n*****s. Oh God. I was already feeling so hot and here he was cooling my emotions with water. He placed the glass aside and then he placed his hand on my stomach and started moving towards my breast. My n*****s and breasts were completely wet and he started pressing them gently. A soft moan came out of my mouth and he then placed his lips on my breast. He started sucking it like a baby. All my emotions were again charging up. I held his head with my hand and my grip on his hair tightened when he bit my n****e gently. He was adding fuel and was massaging my lower part with his fingers and with other hand he was pressing my breast. My body was on fire. I wanted him now. I started rubbing my lower part on his hand hardly and he understood. He took out his boxer and Placed my hand on his p****. It was so hard and hot. I felt joy playing with it. He then entered in me although I was tight but I enjoyed it. He was loving me passionately and when I got my climax for the first time. I came back to my senses. What am I doing? He is married. Why I was lost? I shouldn't be doing this. I know I can't stop him now. I was getting excited again. I still tried to say. Abeeha " You are married. ..... We.. .. shouldn't be.....doing..... this. " He then pressed my n*****s hardly and bit them. It was more like a punishment. He whispered. Danyal " I am already doing it with my future wife. " He kissed my earlobe and started thrusting in and out again. I was lost in that. After a passionate love he stopped. He was breathing heavily. He dragged me in his embrace and kissed my lips passionately. Danyal " I am all yours baby. No one else has right on me. I just love you. " Why was he saying all that now so nicely? Why didn't he say anything when I asked earlier ? He was treating me like a slave that time. I wanted to get up and go into my room. I was scolding myself badly for doing this with him. In the evening I wanted to kill him and now I had s*x with this man. I must have gotten crazy. Why I always give him myself so easily? I shouldn't have done this. At least after knowing about his marriage I shouldn't be with him at his home. I knew his guards won't allow to go out but I can go to my room. But he opened his eyes and looked at me. Danyal " Where are you going ?" Abeeha " To my room obviously. " Danyal " What? Why?" Abeeha " I think i have served you master a few minutes ago. I want to go to my room. " I said these words so painfully and as I looked into his eyes I saw the same pain in his eyes. The spark of his eyes was increasing and he closed his eyes immediately. I think he was trying to hold his tears. But still some drops were rolling down from his eyes. It felt so much hurt seeing a strong man like him in front of me like that. I never imagined he would cry in front if me. He immediately wiped out his tears and got up and sat besides me. Danyal " I loved you so much Abeeha and Every time we had loved each other It was not just physical. My emotions, my love everything was attached with it. You meant world to me. I never thought of taking advantage of you or anything like that. I just loved you. I never forced you. " He stopped for a while trying to control his heavy tone and tears. He closed his eyes for a moment and then said. Danyal " I wanted to tell you about shiza but It wasn't appropriate at that moment. I was feeling bad for yelling at you. But I never imagined you would think about me like that? since the day I confessed my love for you. Tell me was there any moment when I treated you like slave. I tried to force you to sleep with me? I had never been nice to any girl since last 3 years except you. But I think I was mad. I was thinking that a girl like might fell in love with me. But I forgot. You have your ideals in your life too. " He was saying this and tears were starting rolling down again. I hurt him God. Why I said that? I love him. I can't hurt him like that. I was crying too seeing him like that. He wasn't looking at me. He never took advantage even i offered him once. He was caring for me. His behavior has changed all of a sudden. Oh God Why I said that,? I was mad Danyal " Shiza and I got married because of some reason and i stayed with her only one day after our marriage. After that day I have seen her in office. I hope I am clear now. If you want to know details you can call Hashim. " I wanted to wipe his tears but he held my hand. He wasn't looking at me. Danyal " Go to your room Abeeha. I want to stay alone. " Abeeha " Danyal I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. " Danyal " Please go to your room. I am not in a mood of saying anything else. Please go now. And I promise I won't touch you again. You won't feel like a slave again. " He was saying all that and I felt like someone was bombarding bullets on my heart. I wanted to cry out loud. I wanted to scream. Now I realized why seeing your loved ones in pain you feel so much uncomfortable. I was unable to say anything. He was hurt just because of me. I hugged him tightly and started crying in his embrace. Abeeha " I am sorry Danyal. I am so sorry. Please forgive me. " Danyal POV I was drunk and I was scolding myself for shouting at Abeeha. I shouldn't have done this. I was keep on drinking and I slept there. I got up when I felt cold water on my face. I opened my eyes and looked around. I was trying to remember everything when I saw Abeeha. I felt relieved seeing her. I was feeling too much sleepy and I closed my eyes again. I was feeling cold and I wrapped quilt around me. But within sometime I felt her hands on my abs. I was feeling sleepy I was trying to open my eyes and her cold hands on my abs were charging me. She was trying to take off my shirt. I wanted to stop her. She threw water on myself and now was trying to relieve me of cold. How sweet. I was trying to control my emotions but she was continuously rubbing her body on me and her fragrance was making me crazy. Her hair touched my face Her sweet smell had charged me. I opened my eyes and looked at her beautiful face. I wasn't able to control myself and I kissed her. I loved her like crazy one. Although I was tired but I wasn't getting enough of her. But seeing her condition I stopped. She was scolding me for betraying my so called wife. I didn't care. I knew she will forgive me listening to my side of story. But I was shocked when she said that she was my slave. I felt like someone stabbed me in heart with a knife. How can she possibly think like that? I loved her and I still love her so much and here she is hurting me by saying such things. I thought she really love me, she understand me but no I was wrong. She was just considering me an option? I had been so good to her and she still thinks about me like that. After knowing so much about myself. How can she possibly say that? The more I was thinking about it. The more i was getting hurt. Why? She was hurting me again and again. Why don't she trust me. I wanted to control my emotions but wasn't able to control my tears. I felt so much vulnerable at that time. I wanted to stay alone but she hugged me. She hugged me tightly and I wasn't able to say anything. She was crying too and I was unable to see her like that. I hate that. I tried to calm down myself and I asked her to sleep. She was asking me to sleep with her but I went to take a bath. I came back and she was sleeping and was looking so cute. I wanted to sleep with her but I controlled my emotions. No I won't touch her now. I lied down on couch. Although It was uncomfortable but I slept there. I was thinking about her reactions, how she always had rejected my proposals. I was an i***t. She don't love me and I was forcing her for that. I should let her go. But no i can't do that right now. I can't risk her life. I have to solve the issue first. I was feeling sad for thinking about that and I fell asleep in those thoughts. In the morning I got up and she was still sleeping. I immediately got ready without disturbing her. I went to the office immediately. My mind was diverted. Although I tried to focus on my work. I called Shiza. I wanted to clear her matter too. Shiza "Yes Danyal? " Danyal "Don't call me that. I am your boss here. Call me Sir or boss. I don't want to be frank." Shiza "Okay I am sorry sir. " Danyal "Tell me why are you here?Did you really want this job? Or you came here for some other purpose. " Shiza "No no. I really wanted this job." Danyal "Okay that's good. Try to focus on your work. You are my employee and don't you dare enter my home again. You are not allowed. Lastly, the relationship which you were talking about has ended already. You will get the divorce papers soon." Shiza "But Danyal I don't want divorce. Please at least listen to me for once. I love you." Danyal "I ordered you to call me Sir. And I have no time to listen to your fake stories. I have moved on and Everything had over between us. You may go now." Shiza "But ..." Danyal "You may go now." I yelled at her and she went out. I was feeling too low that day. I thought of taking rest for sometime. I went to Mom's office. I went into her secret room and lied on bed. I was closing my eyes and was resting. I slept there for sometimes and I got up with a call from Hashim. He was asking me to come for a meeting. I got up immediately and freshen up. I opened the cupboard to select some clothes for me. As mine were completely ruined and wasn't looking pressed. I changed my clothes and went out. Shiza was much careful after that. She didn't say anything to me. The whole day I didn't call Abeeha. I just wanted to give her some space. I don't want her to regret in future for accepting me so hastily. I think we both needed time to think about that. Although its the most difficult thing to ignore her call but i did. I wasn't in a mood of argument with her.
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