His Untocuhable Secratary

Feelings Understood

Abeeha POV

I went home and I was unable to forget his face. Why? After all he deserved that. He used me. I should feel happy for slapping him but no I was feeling guilty. I was restless since then.

No it was not mistake I have done Right. I didn't want to confess about my mistake. But why am I feeling like that? Why I feel bad for him.

I was thinking about all that when Ayesha called. She told me that she won't come home tonight as her aunt is not feeling well so she will stay with her. I wanted to go there but She had already left so I dropped the idea.

After that I made dinner for myself and still wasn't able to have it. Why this man was bothering me? Why was i unable to think about anything else? I lied to him about loving Hashim. Maybe In future I develop feelings for him but uptill now he is just a friend.

I wanted to sleep but was feeling uncomfortable. Yeah I did wrong. What happened between us was mutual. Even I forced him for that. Moreover, he didn't take advantage of me the night I was drunk. This guy has so many faces. Why then he lied? what if he is saying Truth? Why if he really loves me??

No no he can't. But why not? I am not that bad. Yeah I don't have that much money but I am perfect. Oh God Why am I thinking too much? why am i thinking like that?

I shook my head and was walking in my room in restlessness. What if he was right? I also love him??

But how can I fall for him? He is stubborn, arrogant, too much rude and don't respect women. He is a flirt. But except this he isn't that bad. He is handsome, hot and he is a billionaire and yeah He cared for me so much. He fought for me with those guys. I don't hate him either. But I don't love him. Then why am I confused?

All these thoughts were jiggling in my head and my inner me was defending him. I felt like a battle between my heart and my brain. My brain don't like that man but my heart. Its not listening. Its continuously making me feel guilty for treating him harshly.

So It means. Before i concluded some one knocked the door. Now who is here at this time of night.

I opened the door and It was him. I don't know why but my heart beat started raising after seeing him. He was looking upset and depressed. He pushed me against wall and he was moving his fingers on my cheeks. I was feeling him and I was breathing heavily but I controlled my emotions. I asked him to sit and I went to take a glass of water. As I came out he was sleeping on couch.

Abeeha '' Oh God this man had developed bad habit of sleeping on couch. ''

I drank glass of water to calm down myself. I looked at him and I felt bad. He was still wearing the dress from morning. He hadn't changed it. His hair was unorganized as morning. He had drunk too much. was that because of me? He drank because he was disturbed? Oh God. What have I done to him. I shouldn't have been that much rude to him. I then picked him almost dragged him. He was also trying to get up but was still sleepy. I placed him on my bed and took out his shoes and placed quilt on him. My home mustn't be that much comfortable for him. But this was all I can offer him. I tried to take out his jacket and I placed it on chair. I looked at him. He was sleeping so calmly. Why was I looking at him so lovingly? It means he was right. I had feelings for him. I love him too?

But I can't tell him. What if he is really playing with me? I can't hurt myself. But yeah its true. This man is irresistible. Every time I see him my heart beat runs fast . I certainly started loving him.

But I can't trust him. He has to change his bad habits with good one. I can't be with someone who don't know how to respect women.

I was feeling tired so thought of sleeping in Ayesha's room. But he was holding my hand tightly. I also didn't want to leave him. I know he makes me feel comfortable. I then lie down with him and as my head touched his hand he unconsciously stretched his arm and I placed my head on it.

He hadn't forgot it even in sleep. He dragged me closer to him and now his handsome was was very much close to me. Mild smell of Alcohol was getting mixed with his own and his smell was dominating. I caressed his head and then I kisses his forehead. I know I won't be able to show it again. I am too bad at expressing my emotions.

But I felt an urge to kiss him on lips. And I placed my lips on him. He wasn't conscious still he was supporting me a little. After gentle kiss. I hugged him tightly. This is my man. But He has to change first.

He was saying in sleep

Danyal '' I love you. Why you rejected me? You know its hurting. Your love is hurting here. ''

He was rubbing his hand on his heart. He was saying all this in his sleep. I knew I hurt him.

I kissed hi cheek and whispered in his ear

Abeeha '' I won't hurt you now. I didn't know about my feelings then. I am sorry. ''

I got up in the morning and as expected he was staring at me. I didn't want to show him that I intentionally slept with him. I scolded him but he didn't reply. He didn't shout. He calmly tried to get up and go out but I know he was hungry. So I made breakfast for us. He looked calm now.

After that he apologized for his lie and I thought of a plan. I knew if he really loves me he would try to change and he agreed then. He also set a condition of Staying away from Hashim and I obviously had no issue with that.

So after breakfast he went home to change and I got ready for office. As i entered office Hashim was already waiting for me. he was worried for me but I satisfied him That I was fine.

After he went back to work within Half an hour Danyal entered the office. God he was wearing black suit and he was looking damn hot in that. His hair organized and that old Danyal was back now. He entered his office and after sometimes he called me.

Abeeha '' Yes sir ''

Danyal '' First of all don't call me Sir. Call me Danyal. ''

Abeeha '' It looks too much inappropriate. What would other will think. Moreover, You hadn't fulfilled all the conditions. I will decide after one month. ''

He thought about that

Danyal '' Okay you can call me Sir. But after one month you have to call me sweetly. Like Darling, honey, like that. ''

Abeeha '' Don't forget. You haven't won that. ''

Danyal '' I will sweet heart. Just wait and watch. Be ready for our marriage. ''

Abeeha '' Lets see what happens. ''

I tried to control my emotions when he said marriage. He called me sweetheart and I liked that.

Abeeha '' You too must call me Miss Abeeha. till you succeed. ''

Danyal '' And after one month??? ''

Abeeha '' Call me whatever you want ''

Oh those words just slipped my tongue. Why I was expressing it.

Danyal '' It means you know I will win. ''

Abeeha '' Only God knows. Now let's get back to work. ''

Certainly I want him to win. I hope he will change. This day was totally different. The feeling of loving him was making me feel more comfortable with him. He then started working and in our meetings he was presenting During the whole time I was staring at him. God he is hot.

Colleague '' Sir is looking too hot today. ''

I heard a girl talking about him. I was feeling bad. Why other girls talk about him like that He is my man but I had no right to stop them.

After the meetings I felt exhausted so Hashim asked me for lunch together and I agreed. He went towards cafe and I wanted to place files on my desk. Meanwhile Danyal called me and asked me to have lunch with him.

Abeeha '' No sir I have already said yes to Hashim. I am gonna eat with him. ''

Danyal '' Had you forgot my condition? ''

Abeeha '' No i remember. Maintain a distance. ''

He then remained silent and spoke.

Danyal '' Okay you can go now. But from tomorrow on you will be having lunch with me only. ''

Abeeha '' Okay sir.''

I went towards cafe and Having lunch with Hashim. Hashim got a call from someone and he immediately got up and was looking serious. After he came back.

Abeeha '' Everything alright?? ''

Hashim '' Yeah. Its fine. It was an old Friend if mine. He was in trouble so I had to go. ''

Abeeha '' Okay ''

He went out immediately. After having my lunch I came back and started work again. Hashim came back late. He was looking tensed.

Abeeha '' Is your friend alright?? ''

He looked disturbed. What happened.

Hashim '' huh ''

Abeeha '' your friend is alright? ''

Hashim '' Oh yeah yeah. My Friend he is fine now.''

He then suddenly asked and I was surprised

Hashim '' I want to take you to dinner. If that's Okay. ''

Abeeha '' Actually I am tired today. Plan this on weekend. I will be easy. ''

Hashim '' Okay. This weekend done. ''

He went back. I was busy in work and Danyal called me.

I told him about Hashim.

Danyal '' Where is Hashim? ''

.He called and asked but he already had left the office .

He called on his cell phone but he wasn't picking it up either.

Abeeha '' He might be busy. Call him later on. ''

Danyal '' Okay ''

we then were working on some files. I got too much tired and he then asked me to go home. Still much work was remaining but he insisted so I agreed.

As I reached home Ayesha was already there. She was looking at me strangely. Why??

Abeeha '' What happened? Why are you looking at me like this? ''

Ayesha '' Who's this? ''

She had a jacket in her hand. Oh God It was Danyal's jacket. He forgot that in morning.

Abeeha '' Its of Hashim ''

I didn't want to tell her about Danyal now. She would get mad at me. Yesterday I wanted yo kill that man and last night Is slept with him. No ways I won't tell her about my feelings for Danyal. It would be too early. I hadn't said it to myself either.

Ayesha '' And why its here in your room.? ''

Abeeha '' Last night we were walking so I felt cold and he gave me that. ''

Ayesha '' Okay. I was wondering who's jacket was it. ''

Abeeha '' Tell me how's your aunt? ''

I changed the topic and after talking to her I hanged His jacket in my cupboard.

I had my dinner and I slept. I was too much tired.