Road To Forever

Chapter 13

LETTING GO...

Yuan's POV

I know you're all curious or even mad at me. I said those words because I already want to let go of my feelings over her.

"I love you Xiah..Even though I'll let go of my feelings towards you that won't change the fact that you're still here and will always be here in my heart."I put my hands on my chest as I tell those words to her.

"Someday you'll find her value and if that time comes i'll be very happy for you 'cause after so many things she did you finally noticed her..so before it's too late I hope that you'll love her back the way you love me four years ago.."she sincerely said.

"Yeah..I hope so..."she hugged me and I hugged her back.

After that I sent her home tapos umuwi na din ako dahil may lunch pa kami with our relatives.

Xiah's POV

Pagkahatid sa akin ni Yuan sa bahay ay nagbihis na ulit ako at pumunta sa condo ni Jax. Hindi ko pala nabanggit na may sariling condo unit na si Ylona kaya si Jax na ang nandoon ulit.

Pagdating ko sa tapat ng condo niya ay nakita ko na nakaawang ang pintuan at papasok na sana ako ng may marinig na nagsasalita.

"Believe me! I'm bearing our child Jax! Remember when you woke up next to me? The night that you're wasted? We did it. I'm willing to go on my OB gyne right now just to prove you that I'm pregnant."that voice..

Parang paulit-ulit sinasaksak ang puso ko sa aking narinig. Sunod-sunod na tumulo ang mga nagbabadiyang luha sa aking mga mata. I suddenly felt an anger towards Jax...he just lied and cheat on me. Why does he need to propose then? I won't be selfish for the sake of the baby that Chesca's bearing.. I don't want him or her to be born and raised without a father..

Bago pa ako makarinig ulit ng mga salita galing sa loob ng condo ni Jax ay umalis na ako at nag-drive pauwi ng bahay.

This is worst than what happened a while ago..

Pagdating ko sa bahay ay duniretso ako sa aking kwarto at nagpalit ng pambahay. After that,I removed the ring he gave me and put it back on it's box tapos nilagay ko sa drawer ko. My tears continued to fall like a waterfalls..Wiping it is useless because it isn't stopping.

*Cellphone Rings*

I grabbed my phone and checked who is calling.

Hubby❤️ calling...

You fvckin' asshole!

Instead of answering his call I turned off my phone because I know he won't stop calling if i'm not answering.

*Tok! Tok! Tok!*

"Hija,nasa baba si Jax inaantay ka anong sasabihin ko?"sinabi ko kasi kay manang na wag pa-akyatin si Jax dito.

"Sabihin niyo nalang manang na tulog ako.."sabi ko.

"Oh sige,pero sana maayos niyo pa yan ha? Sayang din kayo nung si Jax at napakabait naman."hindi ko kasi sinabi kay manang ang nangyari ang sabi ko lang ay magkagalit kami ni Jax. Lumabas na si manang ng pinto at ako naman ay humiga na patagilid,nakatalikod sa pinto. Wala pang ilang minuto ay naramdaman kong may pumasok sa kwarto ko kaya naman pumukit ako. Lumubog ang kama dahil sa kaniyang pag-upo. Hinaplos niya ang aking buhok.

"I don't know how i'm going to say this but I really am sorry for what I did,I mean I hope you believe me that I didn't do it because I want to but...I'm really sure that we didn't do that thing..I'm a man and you know that we have needs but I won't do such thing if it's not you and we're not yet married so I really won't do that thing...I hope you forgive me. I love you wife please don't let go.

I will.....

Let you go...

A tear escaped on my eyes as I said those words on my mind. Hanggang sa tuluyan na akong nakatulog.

*****

Nagising ako sa paggalaw ng kama ko at pagkamulat ko ay nakita ko si Ylona na nakaupo sa kama ko.

"We're leaving...tomorrow morning okay? We're going back to France since natapos na ang filming ng movie at next week na ipapalabas..anyways kanina ka pa daw tulog sabi ni Manang Angela niyo uhm..mag-dinner ka na daw."she said.

"Uh okay I'm just tired that's why..anyways dito ka na magdinner."I said as I get up of my bed.

"Thanks but I already ate at the resto before I go here so I gotta go?"tanong niya habang nagtatali ako ng buhok at naglalakad kami palabas ng kwarto.

"Ah yeah,take care.."sabi ko habang pababa na kami ng hagdan. Ihahatid ko dapat siya sa labas pero sabi niya ay wag na kaya naman dumiretso na ako sa dining area.

"Hija tumawag ang kuya mo sa landline ang sabi niya eh ilang beses ka na niyang tinatawagan sa selpon mo eh patay daw."salubong ni manang.

"Ah naku! Na-lowbatt lang siguro ako manang kanina at nakalimutan kong i-charge."pagdadahilan ko pagkaupo ko. Si manang naman ay nahahain ng dinner ko.

"Thanks manang."sabi ko pagtapos ni manang maghain.

"Sige."