I can’t believe this. I’d accepted that I’d probably see Lola on campus. I knew we’d likely run into each other from time to time. But to know we’re on the same project, to know that we’ll be seeing each other nearly every day... f**k.
Fuck.And to see her in so much pain. I want to reach out. I want to make her feel better, but there’s just no way that I can ever do that. That’s over, no longer allowed, no longer accepted.
“We have different skills to bring to this project. We probably won’t have to see each other that often. Just during the group moments. We won’t even have to interact, right?” I don’t want to hurt her, I don’t want her to drop out of the project, but I also know that being part of this project will be the best for both of our careers. And I’m too much of an ass to give
