My heart is racing, my cheeks are constantly flushed, and I’m jittery. This has been the state I’ve been in since I woke up this morning, since I woke up alone in my bed at my parents’ place. I’ve been so jittery that I’ve been fumbling and dropping nearly everything I touch, and I don’t think I’ve taken a normal breath all day.
Luckily, Lizzy, Hanna, and Mom saved me not too long after I woke up, and after they got me through breakfast and then sent me to take a nice long bath, I’ve at least started to feel a little more human.
It’s crazy to imagine, but I’m getting married today. Today. To the man of my dreams. To the one man who drives me crazy, in all ways imaginable, but mostly who I can’t be without.
Today.I’m getting married.
I sit on the edge of the bath, a towel wrapped around
