PROLOGUE
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I really don't know them but our first meet is making my heartbeat fast. Like we are once connected from each other. I'm confused that made my head hurts.
I watch the two silently. They are playing and even though I'm not joining them while they are playing still I'm happy. Hinimas ko ang umbok ng aking tiyan. I'm seven months pregnant now.
My husband Raul is always jealous whenever I'm with the two. I just can help but to watch and be with them especially with the kid. We knows each other for a month now and I'm really attached to them.
I kind of pitty Akiel because he once thought that I was his mom. As well as Aziel they really thought that I was his fiance. Aziel is slowly accepting that I wasn't his fiance I think? Just looking at him from afar my heart beats to fast.
I kind of compare my feelings to my husband Raul and my feelings towards Aziel. I really don't know but my heart doesn't beat like it beat with Aziel everytime I'm looking at my husband.
They always visit in our house and Raul is angry whenever I let them enter. How could I not allowed them to enter the house when the truth is I want to see Aziel and Akiel. I sighed and I continue watching them.
I was tired standing so I look for a thing to sit. I found a sun lounger and I walk to the direction of sun lounger. I'm still watching them as I woke to the direction of sun longer.
I sit to the sun lounger and I continued watching them. They're really enjoying playing that they didn't notice that I was looking for them. The two of them is staying in the island for a month now.
The island where we live had a white sand and a blue water. There are some tourist in here but just a few. This island is still undiscovered. For me I want this island to remain undiscovered.
I was watching them for thirty minutes now. Napagod ang mga ito sa paglalaro. Lumaki ang ngiti ni Akiel ng makita ako at nagmadali ito sa pagtakbo sa akin.
"Hi mommy." I giggled when he hugged me very tight.
Aziel on the other hand is also smiling while we are looking at us. Ginulo ko ang buhok nito at hinalikan ang kanyang noo. Akiel is calling me mommy eversince we meet. It's okay that Aziel is calling me mommy. Wala namang problema iyon sa akin.
"Did you enjoy playing with your daddy?" He smile widely showing me his white and almost complete set of teeth.
"Yes mommy, I hope next time when my little sister will come out I hope we can play".
"Of course, Aziel you can sit beside Akiel you know" Doon pa ito natauhan at umupo sa tabi ni Aziel.
"Mommy" Hindi ko napansin na tinatawag ako ni Akiel dahil nakatitig ako sa mata ni Aziel at nakatitig din ito.
"Mommy." Napabalik ako sa realidad ng marinig ang frustration sa boses ni Akiel.
"What is it baby?" I ask him and now my attention is in him.
"I want you to eat lunch and I want you to cook my fav," I smiled and I pinched his nose.
"Akiel. I think that is to much." Napatingin ako kay Aziel dahil ang tono ng boses nito ay hindi nananaway dahil parang masaya pa ito.
"Let's go." Tumayo ako at naglahad ng kamay sa kanya.
Masaya niyang tinanggap ang aking kamay at hindi nakaligtas sa akin ang tinginan ng mag-ama at ang pag-ngisi ni Akiel pinagsawlang bahala ko iyon. Nagsimula na akong maglakad
Ilang hakbang lang ay narating na namin ang bahay namin ni Raul. Binuksan ko ang pinto at pinapasok ang mga ito. Pumasok naman ang mga ito kahit hindi ko pa sinabi na umupo ay nauna nang umupo si Aziel.
"Hindi mo ba ako panonoorin magluto?" My question is to Akiel but I look at Aziel direction.
"I want to watch movie mommy." Tumango ako at kinuha ang remote at nilahad dito.
"I can watch you instead," he smirk.
"Okay..." Hindi ko na ito hinintay.
Naglakad na ako patungo ng kusina at kumuha ng ingredients na gagamitin sa ref. Kumuha na rin ako ng gagamitin ko sa pagluto. Aziel sit in one of the chair. I continue cooking.
"Can you help me prepare the plates?" He nodded.
Tumayo ito at nagsimula na ito sa pagkuha mga plato. Kumuha naman ako ng bowl para sa lalagyan ng niluluto. Kumuha rin ako ng isa pa para sa pangalawa kung niluluto.
He is watching me intently and it's making me uncomfortable. Nagsimula na ako sa paghiwa ng rekados. Nang matapos ako sa paghiwa, nagsimula na akong magluto. Wala kaming pinag-uusapan kaya tahimik at ang tunog galing sa mantika ang iyong maririnig.
Tahimik na naglalagay ngayon ng baso si Aziel. Nilagay ko sa gitna ang niluluto kong ulam.
"Aziel pwede bang maghanda ka ng kanin sa bowl?".
"Of course." After hearing his answer naglakad ako sa sala.
Akiel is watching his favorite anime movie which is one piece. Umupo muna ako sandali sa tabi nito at niyakap ito ng mahigpit. Gumaganti din ito ng yakap at hinalikan nito ang aking ibat-ibang parte ng aking mukha
"I'm done cooking your favorite, shall we eat our lunch?" he happily nodded and kiss my cheek for the last time.
Kumain kami ng lunch panay naman ang kwento nito sa amin. Kami namang dalawa ni Aziel at nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ni Akiel sa amin. Sumasagot din ako kapag tinatanong ako nito ng kung ano-ano.
Hindi lang hanggang lunch sila ng nandito. Umuwi ang mga ito ng magising si Akiel ng alas kuwatro ng hapon.
"Bakit nandidito na naman ang mag-ama Clarisse?" tahimik ko lang na pinagmasdan si Raul.
"Gusto ko silang kasama Raul. Lagi mo na lang pinoproblema ang pagpunta nila dito."Naluluha ako dahil ito ang problema namin ni Raul kapag pinapapunta ko ang mag-ama dito.
"Clarisse may asawa kang tao at magkaka-anak pa tayo". Umirap ako rito dahil naiirita na palagi kung naririnig na sinasabi niya iyon.
"Sa guest room ako matutulog ngayon Raul. Naiirita ako sa itsura mo ang pangit mo".
Naglakad ako patungo sa guest room bago ko pa maisara ang pinto ay narinig ko ang pagbasag ng glass. Bumuntong hininga ako at humiga sa kama.
Hindi ko ba alam pero naiirita ako sa mukha ng asawa ko. Hindi naman talaga pangit si Raul dahil pwede nga itong maging modelo o kaya ay artista dahil gwapo ito at may malaking pangangatawan.
Alaga ba naman ng gym ang katawan Kaya hindi na nakakapagtaka. Girls in the island find him very attractive but for me I don't find him handsome or any attraction towards him.
- Writer
