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Chapter 2 I gave myself sixty seconds. That was all. Sixty seconds on my knees in the dirt outside the ceremony hall, listening to the muffled sounds of celebration through the walls, feeling the place where the bond used to live like a hole burned clean through the center of my chest. Then I stood up, brushed the dirt from my knees, and walked back to my room. I did not have much. That was the one mercy of being nobody. Packing was not complicated. One bag. A backpack I had owned since I was fifteen, dark green with a fraying left strap. I moved through my small room with the kind of focus that only comes when falling apart is not an option. Clothes first. Two pairs of jeans, three shirts, a sweater that had seen better days, underwear, socks. My worn training shoes. The small tin box under my mattress that held just over two hundred dollars in cash I had been quietly saving for a reason I had never let myself fully name until now. I did not take the dress. I left it hanging on the back of the door. Let them find it. Let them throw it away. I did not want to look at it ever again. I was zipping the bag when the door opened without a knock. I did not have to turn around to know who it was. I could feel him even now, a ghost of the bond that no longer existed, an echo of something that had been cut out of me forty minutes ago in front of everyone I had ever known. “Aria.” Cole’s voice was quiet. Careful. The voice of a man who believed he could manage any situation if he just used the right tone. I finished zipping my bag. Then I stood up straight and turned around. He looked exactly the same as he always had. Golden and broad and certain of himself, still wearing the jacket from the ceremony, his new Alpha title sitting on his shoulders like it had always belonged there. He stepped inside my room and closed the door behind him. I waited. “I wanted to explain,” he said. “You do not owe me an explanation.” “I know I hurt you.” I looked at him. Just looked at him, steady and quiet, and I watched something flicker behind his eyes that might have been guilt if Cole Rivers had ever allowed himself to feel it fully. “I made a decision that was best for this pack,” he said. “Diana’s bloodline, her family connections, what she brings to Silver Creek, it could not be ignored. You have to understand that. As Alpha I have responsibilities that go beyond personal feelings.” “Personal feelings,” I repeated. “Aria.” “That is what you are calling it.” He exhaled. He moved further into the room and I took one step back without meaning to, the instinct of someone who had spent years making themselves smaller in this packhouse, and I hated myself for it the moment I did it. “You will be given until morning,” he said. “The room will be needed after that. I have arranged for twenty dollars to be left at the front desk for you.” I stared at him. Twenty dollars. After years of cooking and cleaning and maintaining this packhouse for a pack that had never once treated me as anything more than a convenience. After loving him quietly and completely for longer than I should have. After standing in front of his entire pack tonight and taking a public rejection without making a single sound that would embarrass him. Twenty dollars. “Cole.” My voice came out different than I intended. Lower. Steadier. “Did you feel it? When you said those words tonight. Did you feel what it did to me?” He looked at the floor. Just briefly. But I saw it. “It was necessary,” he said. “I am not asking if it was necessary. I am asking if you felt it.” Silence. “Because I felt it,” I said. “I felt every single second of it. And I stood there and I did not cry and I did not beg and I did not make a scene at your ceremony because I still, even then, was trying to protect you. Even while you were destroying me I was protecting you.” I picked up my bag and settled the strap on my shoulder. “So you can keep your twenty dollars, Cole. And you can keep your explanation. And I genuinely hope Silver Creek is everything you want it to be.” I walked toward the door. He moved. Fast, the way Alphas move when they are not used to being dismissed, and his hand closed around my wrist and I stopped. His grip was not rough. That almost made it worse. “You do not have to leave tonight,” he said, low and close behind me. “I can find you somewhere to stay on pack land. Something small. You would not have to go.” I looked down at his hand on my wrist. I thought about all the times I had wanted him to reach for me and how different I had imagined it would feel. “Let go of my wrist.” He did not let go. “Aria. It is dangerous out there for a lone female. I am not trying to make this harder, I am trying to” “Let go of my wrist.” This time he released me. I opened the door. The hallway was empty. Down at the far end I could hear the ceremony celebration still running, music now, and laughter, and the sound of a pack settling comfortably into its new order while I stood at the edge of it with everything I owned on my back. I stepped into the hallway. “You will come back.” Cole’s voice followed me, quiet and certain in the way that men are certain when they have never truly had to reckon with being wrong. “There is nowhere for you to go, Aria. You will realize that and you will come back.” I stopped walking. I did not turn around. I just stood there for one breath, two breaths, three, and I let his words settle over me and I felt them for exactly what they were. Not a threat. Not even cruelty. Just the honest belief of a man who had never once considered that I might be capable of surprising him. “Goodnight, Cole,” I said. And I walked out of Silver Creek without looking back. The night was cold and black and enormous around me, and somewhere out ahead of it, past the tree line and the border markers and the wild dark stretch of the Borderlands, there was a world that did not know my name or my rank or what had been done to me tonight. I shifted before I reached the trees. And I ran. I ran harder than I ever had in my life, through the dark and the cold and the grief of it, and somewhere in the middle of all that running I realized that what I could feel moving through me was not only heartbreak. It was freedom. But freedom, I would learn very soon, has teeth of its own. Because I was not the only one running through the Borderlands that night. And what was coming toward me through the dark was nothing like anything Silver Creek had ever prepared me for.
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