Chapter Nine
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Silence.
Complete silence filled the car.
Not that comfortable one that they always shared
No. This was a suffocating one.
"Won't you ask me about them?" She pleaded.
A few seconds of silence.
"No."
"No?!"
He bitterly sighs.
She explained "Look... I didn't know I would see them. I almost panicked in there. when they run into me, I don't.."
"You don't have to tell me. Not if you want to"
"but it's..."
"It's YOUR family but you are MY future. It won't change a thing. I don't want you to feel the pressure to tell me. I want you to tell me to share your burden, not because you have to." Softly he assured her.
"then... Why are you mad?"
"I told you. I'm not mad. I was just... Never mind"
"What? Talk to me please." She pleaded.
"I'm not mad at you. I am mad at them."
"Mad at them?" His answer confused her more.
"Clary... Your aunt... She didn't tell me everything. A few details but I could draw the rest of the image alone."
Her shoulders fall down. She started fidgeting with her fingers anxiously.
A lot of questions was stirring inside her heart.
Does he think she is pathetic now? Maybe he revises himself after seeing her sisters. They both were drop-dead gorgeous with their blond hair and sky blue eyes like their mother. Yet, she inherited her genes from her dad. She was a normal plain ordinary girl with her short Brown blackish hair plus her eyes who copied her hair color. A fair skin not white not caramel...warm color. Her sisters were glowing. They were breathtaking really.
The worst thing is her father was a handsome man with the exact features they shared. But maybe not so much as a girl.
"What are you thinking about?" He questioned after a long moment of her silence.
"Nothing" she blurted." nothing really."
"Can you drop me home? I am sure they flew to tell my mom so..".
He pouted. "And leave me alone in our cold dead bed on our very first date. I can't sleep elsewhere but you beside me. You're my bear"
She snapped at him. "I am your WHAT? BEAR. YOU'RE CALLING ME FAT"
His plan on distracting her success worthily... Maybe it will lead as him being killed but ...Eh, whatever.
"Okay, that didn't work very well." He faked guilt.
"You are so dead".
She jumped on him, choking him. Which made him laugh and her being pissed
"Oh. Stop you crazy. Aah ...I love YOU so much to die for you but ahh ... Stop. We're going to crash. "
And she froze.
"what?"
What did he say!? NO No No not now not like this. It supposed to be special. You retarded son of b.. What should he do now? Maybe he can deny it.
But she heard him perfectly clear. Change the subject. To what, moron.
He shifts his head slowly to her. prayed the steering wheel wouldn't be taken off of its place from how much he gripped on it for the sake of life.
He can see it in her eyes. She is on the Rollercoaster of emotions. Too many emotions are pouring out her eyes. Yet, he couldn't pick one of them.
Drifting his head to the road again. "I am sorry... It's too early, right? I didn't mean to scare you off. Look let's pretend that we..."
"I love you too." in whispers
He snapped his head to her again almost drifting the car over the pavement.
"WHAT?" it was his time to froze.
He haltered the car. Shifting his whole body to face her.
"W-what did you say?" please say it... Say it again.
And as if God heard his prayers.
"I - I love you... Too". He barely heard her and she was inches from him but it was enough for his heart to skip few beats.
Her eyes were everywhere but on him. Her habit whenever she is nervous and he knew she really is.
He can't believe it.
SHE. LOVED. HIM
He pulled her over to his side. In one second, she was straddling him.
Both of her hands over his shoulders for support and holding her hips to his.
He whispered against her lips "say it again".
Even with the darkness in the car, he can feel the heat radiating from her cheeks.
By putting a soft kiss on her cheek to calm her down. He can feel her throbbed heart against my chest. " say it again.. Please"
"I love you... I love you so much"
Claiming her. Claiming her lips, her body. Her Soul. That is what he did. That is what felt right. She is his. They shared the same air, the same soul. He loves her. He loves her to the extent that it started to hurt.
Everything about her felt right. How lucky is he is to have this sweet Lily flower?
When she pulled away, though, he didn't want to but he let her. Just a few inches.
He said "so... You still want to go back home."
My eyes never left her plump moving lips... It's itching me to take her again "my home is where you are. My parents' house is just ...a house."
Could a heart swell to be twice its size with few words?
He is not a doctor but he felt like nowhere in his chest can hold his heart size right now.
He thinks her nectar made him dizzy. He can't grasp anything around but her.
"maybe it's time to get me home whilst you have the ability to drive."
She teased leaning forward sensually whispered. "And I can feel your little guy is dying to be freed too."
" Or..." He said with a mischievous smile growing on my lips.
"Or ?!?" rising eyebrow
"We take this to the back seat". Smirking.
She giggled hiding in his neck crook.
She didn't say no. Right?
She slapped him on his shoulder as usual. He mentally rolled his eyes.
So it's counted as No. Maybe another time.
Again she whispered." Take me home Shun. I need you."
"HELL YEAH".
Who is he to deny her?
Gently but quickly he put her back in her seat.
Summoning every control in him to not take her here.
He smirks more for her blushed cheek.
"Let's Go Home baby."
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