Back on the morning court floor, each boy in a median line, standing still strenuously and watching ahead even before the sunset, it was a new routine that came to stay. Everyone tried to wipe drowsiness from their body as they maintain focus. The chilling breeze washed through our skin causing goosebumps but we dared not shiver. That would be even worse. Being used to the unbearable position I was forced in for days, I could gladly confess my immunity to it. I was ready for the day's outcome. Even if it meant hell for the whole day I was trained and prepared for it. Two months since I came and I already foresaw my stay as permanent, I had finally come to accept the fate that was laid on me. We heard the instructor yelling for attention. And we were forced to salute. He didn't call f

