The White Beauty

Episode Fifteen If I Can't Have You...

Cynthia's P.O.V.

My brothers' words kept replaying I'm my head as I walked back to my room.

'Then you'll run away'

I can't tell if he's doing this to help me or to hurt me. Either way, I'll be leaving here tomorrow morning.

When I close the door to my bedroom I turn and look at everything. I sigh thinking about leaving this room. I grew up in this room since I was a pup. Now I'm being forced to leave it all behind. I'm going to miss the stars I placed on the roof. I'm going to miss being just down the hall from my brothers. I hate losing that comfort of knowing if something was happening, I could run to Jasons' room and he'd protect me.

I remember when I went into my first heat. Jason took me to my bedroom and locked the door. He barricaded the doors shut with the furniture in my room and wouldn't let anyone come near me. He protected me from men trying to take my innocence away.

Jake never did anything like that for me. He didn't care if some stranger r***d his sister or not. If it didn't benefit him, he paid it no mind.

I hate this. I hate my father for selling me to William just to make himself more powerful.

Ugh... I have to stop thinking about that.

I have to start packing. Jason gave me simple instructions. Only pack two bags.

One bag is for staying with William

The other is for running away from William

Makes perfect sense to me.

I gather up something and lay them on my bed. I know I have servants to do this sort of thing for me but I don't want anyone to see me packing these items.

In the first bag, I packed up my dresses, shoes, makeup, and hairpieces. A girl still has to look good no matter what.

In the second bag, I packed jewelry, expensive items, and the money daddy has given me other the years, and also the money a couple of men gave me because they wanted to 'spoil me' and also court me but nothing ever happened. Once my bags are packed I put them beside my bed. I need to go shower and change into my nightgown.

Once I'm done I climb into bed, pulling the blanket up to my chest. I sigh one last time before falling asleep.

**********

Sarahs' P.O.V.

After Jason walks out of the Throne Room, the King turns his attention to me.

"Since you have shifted, your training will begin today"

Is he frikin kidding me?

I know he heard exactly what Jason said to me. Literally, five seconds ago Jason was rejecting me, and now this bullshit...

"Shift."

"No..."

"No?"

"That's what I said. Are you deaf?"

"Listen little girl. I'm giving you seven seconds before Daemon pulls the sheet off your body, and at that point my dear... He can do whatever he wants with you." He nods to who I assume is Daemon. Daemon nods his head and starts walking towards me.

This guy is also very handsome but not as much as Jason. His short black hair looks a little messy. His beautiful Grey eyes pop against his tan skin tone. His muscle definition showing through his tight tee-shirt.

I lock eyes with the King as he smirks at me. Courage building up in me. I stand up straight. Looking fearless. I let my grip go of the sheet as I place my hands by my sides as the sheet falls to the floor exposing my body to everyone in the room.

I'm not scared to show my body. I love the way I am. My C-Cup breast is perky and my stomach is flat. I have a dip in my waist and it comes back out for my hips to show proudly. My nice toned butt and thick thighs complimenting my long legs. Who would be scared of showing this off?

I watch as the smirk on his smug face falls to the floor, shock replacing it.

Daemon reaches my side and looks at the King. I'm sure he doesn't know what to do now.

"Take her to your room and punish her. I don't want you to quit until she screams your name and begs you to stop. I want her to be sore before her training even begins. I don't want to see you until you bring her to me tomorrow morning. Is that clear?"

Daemon nods and starts to bend down to pick her the sheet, "No, I want you to have to walk to your room just like that. I want everyone to see what a w***e she really is."

I can see the smirk reappear on his face like he has won a game or something. Daemon starts to grab my arm but I pull away from him. I lace my fingers around this arm. As we start to walk, I give my hips a little extra sway to them. Looking back with a smile on my face, "Thank you for this delicious snack you've provided me with."

Before he can say anything back, we cut the corner and I let out a sigh. I know I wanted to be Cocky but I've gotten myself into some deep trouble now. I can see out of the corner of my eye Daemon is blushing quite a bit right now. I didn't want to embarrass him any further so I didn't let him know I seen that.

Of course, his room had to be on the other side of the castle. After many stares, smirks, and women covering their mates eyes, We make it to the hallway that leads to his room. I figured him being second in command he'd live in the nicer area of the castle but we pass one room that has a hole in the door. I can tell they're making sweets because I can smell the pancake syrup and chocolate chips. My mouth starts watering at the thought of eating those chocolate chip pancakes. Daemons' room is only a couple of doors down from the pancake room. 

He opens the door and lets me go in first. What a gentleman. Or he just wants to look at my ass...

As soon as Daemon closes the door he faces me, "Look. I didn't bring you here to take advantage of you as the King wants... Expects me to do. 

"Is there something wrong with me?" I ask confused by his words. Most men would jump at this opportunity especially if a King demands them to do so. I feel kind of hurt. Not because some stranger I just met doesn't want to sleep with me, but because my mate rejects me and now he rejected me too. 

I look down at the floor and I guess he senses I'm hurting by being rejected twice today. 

"No-no-no. Please don't cry. I swear it's not you. Trust me it's not you. Your stunning and any man would be lucky to have someone like you." I can hear the sincereness in his voice but it only brings more tears to my eyes. 

"Any man but my mate and you huh?" I go to wipe the tears away but he beats me to it. 

 As he takes the pad of his thumbs to wipe away the tears from my cheeks, he pulls my face up to look at him but I keep my eyes away from his. I don't want to make eye contact with him. 

"Please look at me. *Sigh*Listen. I don't want to do this because I don't want to force myself on you. I want you. Believe me, I do. More than you know but I can't do it. I'm not the man for you and you shouldn't want me. I kill for the hell of it. I do things to better myself. I'm selfish. And yet, I feel something for you. I have so much respect for you. I see the kindness in your heart. I've seen you with the servants. You treat them like they are royalty. You share your food with them knowing they're not eating enough to survive. Knowing that sharing your food with them is taking away from you. And now, you're not getting enough to eat because you want to make sure they're okay. It's like no matter what title someone holds, you treat them all the same. Even the King who has more power than any man I know. No one would have done what you did today. Honestly, it scares the s**t out of me. Your like this Goddess that was sent down to earth to make everything peaceful again." 

I let out a small laugh at his words. "Do you really think that of me?"

"I do."

"Are we getting married now?" I say finally looking up at him.

He lets out a chuckle, leaning his head back before looking down at me again. 

"Your something else," He says while smiling at me.

"You know what I just realized."

"hmm?"

"I've been standing here naked this whole time and the only thing you've done is wipe away my tears and try to make me feel better." I can't help but smile back at him. 

"I can give you some of my clothes if you'd like?"

"No, I'm okay," A smirk falling on my lips. 

I put my hand on his waist and pull him in closer to me. 

He's a little shocked but quickly settles into me, wrapping his arms around the small of my back. 

I close my eyes before moving my head to the side, leaving my neck open for him to make a decision. I feel his body tense up before he relaxes and leans into me 

A light kiss is placed on my shoulder before he removes his lips from me. Another kiss falling on the crook of my neck causing a moan to escape from my lips. 

He continues up my neck, with little butterfly kisses going across my jaw he reaches my lips. Daemon pulls back to look at me. I watch as his eyes flicker from my eyes to my lips. I know what he wants. For some reason, he's not taking it and making me his. He just silently asks for permission to do it. 

I part my lips slightly, telling him its okay. He hesitates before fully understanding why I did that. And then... He pulls me in again licking from my bottom lip, in between my lips, to my top lip. Before he can pull away from me, I bite his bottom lip softly.

Daemon lets out a growl while sliding his hands down my thighs, picking me up while I wrap my legs around his waist. Yeah, that must have done the trick. I giggle as he walks over to his bed, laying me on the mattress. He places rough, tongue using, kisses up my stomach, and to my neck. I moan in pleasure as he nips at my earlobe.

His hand making its way down my stomach and onto my thighs, gripping tightly making me want more. Our tongues are fighting for dominance while he touches my core. I stop fighting his dominant ways as I let out a heavy moan.

One minute, Daemon and I are making out on the bed and everything is going great.

The next minute, Jason is pushing through Daemons' bedroom door, obviously uninvited, with a look that could kill. Thank Goddess I'm not on the receiving end of that one. Oh, wait... I am...

Jason grabs Daemon and slams him against the wall, "Get off the bed now," Jason says through his gritted teeth.

"Look, I'm just following orders. I..."

Who's f*****g orders was it that told you to f**k what is mine?"

"Um, excuse me?" Not I'm pissed, "I'm not yours. I'm not your mate anymore... Don't you remember rejecting me?"

Jason says nothing, instead starts looking at the ground like I just ripped his heart out. I don't care. He hurt me when he rejected me for no reason. Now... it's time to make him feel what I felt.

"Since you don't remember what you said to me I guess I'm going to have to remind you," I stood up from the bed and Jason let out a knowing growl because I'm naked in front of another man.

"I Sarah Collins Princess of the Blood Moon Pack, rej..." Before I can finish, Jason picks up a couch that is in front of him and throws it across the room, taking everything it touches with it. I stand there in complete shock at what I just witnessed.

Jason takes off his shirt as he walks over to me, pulling the, what I like to call a shirt dress, over my head. It came down just past my butt cheeks covering my lady bits but still exposing my legs.

As soon as I push my arms through his shirt sleeve holes, Jason grabs my wrist and starts pulling me towards the door.

"Stop it, Jason. I don't want to go with you." 

"And where are you going to go?" He turns to look at me but I know he's not going to like my answer.

"Nowhere, I'm staying here with Daemon."

He just looks at me like he can't believe I said that. He immediately turns and starts pulling me towards to door again.

"Jason I'm not going with you," I'm trying to squirm out of his grasp but it's not working. He just grips tighter and tighter. 

Before we make it to the door, I look back at Daemon with a frown on my face. 

Don't worry, I'll see you tomorrow morning. The King orders for you to come back to me. You don't want to disobey the King now, do you?

I try to hold the smile back but I can't help it. He gives me a wink before I'm pulled out in the hallway.