The White Beauty

Episode Sixteen

Jasons P.O.V.

I can't stop thinking about her. Even though she doesn't want me. My thoughts are so overwhelming I can smell her now. 

I shake the thoughts out of my head as I try to clean my room up. I put the bed back to where I had it. I clean the glass up and turn to go to the bathroom. Before I can make it to the on-suit bathroom I feel a sharp pain in my gut.

I grunt at how painful this is. What the f**k is going on with me. 

It eases off for a second before returning but this time it's a stronger pain. 

It hits me what this is.

Mate! 

I hear Blane whimper in my head. She's with someone else. Her smell... She's close by. I try to run to the door but the pain is growing making it difficult to move. I open my bedroom door and go out into the hallway. Holding my stomach I sniff the air to see where she has gone. I walk to the right as I smell her scent growing. I smell her arousal too. Someone is touching my mate and I will kill them. I'll rip them to shreds where they stand. 

I stop when I realize whose door I'm standing in front of. 

Daemon...

I hear her moan from behind the door and that just adds fuel to the fire inside me. 

I kicked the door open and the pain stops. 

As Daemon turns to me I grab him by his neck and slam his head into the wall. I can feel my mate staring at me. 

"Get off the bed now," I can feel my anger building up. We need to leave before I do something stupid in front of her. 

"Look, I'm just following orders. I..."

"Who's f*****g orders was it that told you to f**k what is mine?" I could have guessed before I even said anything. I know that piece of s**t of a father of mine told Daemon to do it. And I know he'd have to listen to him because he is the King. 

He wants to punish me for what I did and to break her to make her submissive. 

I was pulled out of my rant when I hear her sweet yet annoyed voice come from behind me, "Um, excuse me? I'm not yours. I'm not your mate anymore... Don't you remember rejecting me?"

Her words cut me deep. I can feel that moment run through my head again. See the tears in her eyes again.

"Since you don't remember what you said to me I guess I'm going to have to remind you," No... I can't deal with that. I can't hear this again. 

My mate stood up in front of me. Her body stood proud. Mood Goddess you have blessed me with a perfect mate in every way. Realization hits me that we're not alone and that riles me up causing a deep growl to leave through my clenched teeth. 

"I Sarah Collins," No. I can't let her say those words or the mate bond will be void and she will no longer be my mate, "Princess of the Blood Moon Pack, rej..." I did the only thing I could think of to get her to stop talking. 

I pick up the couch standing between me and my mate and throw it across the room without hesitation. 

That got her attention. Now, just to get her to talk to me without saying those words.

Uh, first I gotta get some clothes on her. I take my shirt off knowing it'll swallow her little petite body. She'll put it on whether she likes it or not. I'll make her put it on if I have to.

She actually doesn't fight me and slides it over her head. 

When my shirt covers her body I grab her wrist. I have to talk to her. 

"Stop it, Jason. I don't want to go with you," she says as she tries to pull away from me. 

"And where are you going to go?" Would she rather go back to her cell than be near me?

"Nowhere, I'm staying here with Daemon." Her voice is so calm it's like she actually means it. 

Ouch, That's gotta hurt. 

Shut the f**k up Daemon before I kill you for touching her. 

I close my mind-link off. I don't have time to deal with this s**t and have people pop into my thoughts as well. 

I'm done playing games. I'm taking her with me without any more interruptions. 

"Jason I'm not going with you," I feel her trying to get away from me but I will not allow it. 

For a moment she stops fighting me until we get to the hallway. 

She starts tugging and twisting in my grasp and I've had enough of it. 

I grab her by the waist and throw her over my shoulder and put my hand on her ass to make sure my shirt stays down. It ignites the sparks again. I know she'll calm down soon enough. I just hope I can.

I close the door behind me and sit her down on the bed. 

She jumps up and starts for the door. What a surprise... I grab her wrist again to make her stay with me.

She turns around and slaps me in the face so hard it makes my head turn to the side. Now this one was actually a surprise. 

"Listen..."

"No, you listen." The sternness of her voice causes me to stop moving and look at her. "You rejected me. YOU broke the make bond with ME. You left me to have to deal with your father. You have no right to come into Daemons' room and force me to come with you. I am Not your mate anymore."

"Do you feel that?" I ask her calmly. 

"Feel what Jason?" 

"The tingles every time we touch."

"Yeah and..."

"Do you feel it right now?"

She stops for a moment and looks at my hand on her wrist. 

"Yeah."

"That's because we are mates. Only your mate can make you feel this was baby."

"Don't call me that. Let me go. I don't want to be near you right now," She looks away from me. 

"No."

"No? Are you seriously gonna make me stay with you?"

"Yes. I want to talk."

"Well, I don't want to talk to you, Jason. I'm done. I just want to go to bed." I can hear the pain in her voice as she says that. I know she's been through a lot today but I have to know. 

"Why? Why did you go with Daemon only an hour after I told you that?" I let go of her wrist as a sadness takes over me. 

"I just did. Okay. It's over with so just drop it," She turns and walks towards the door to leave again but I won't accept that as an answer. 

I push her against the wall, holding her body against the wall with my body.

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Sarahs' P.O.V.

I gasp as his body pressed against mine. Shivers shot through my body thinking about him pushing his body against mine. I start thinking about him pulling his shirt up and taking me right there. I'm sure he smells my arousal because he starts moving his shirt off my shoulder with his finger, placing sweet kisses across my shoulder. 

"Jason... I," I can't seem to find the words to say to him. I want him to stop but at the same time, I was him to put his c**k inside me and make me come all over him. 

"Do you feel the way I feel?" He whispers into my ear, Feeling his breath on my skin makes me whimper. I just nod my head. I'm afraid if I open my mouth I'll moan and I don't want to reward him for what he did. 

"Then why are you denying me what is mine to have?"

I try to answer his but as I open my mouth he places his hands on my hips and pulls me closer to him, making me feel his hard c**k on my back. 

"I... I didn't... Deny you anything," I shutter as he places him mouth where he was supposed to mark me. 

"Then tell me, why did you go to Daemons' room knowing your mine to have, not him?" 

Now I'm getting pissed again. I turn around in his grasp and put my hands on his chest, "You rejected me,, Jason. Why can't you wrap your head around that? You told me YOU didn't want to be MY mate..."

"And you said you wish you were never born. Am I such a cruel leader that I don't deserve happiness?"

"Wait what? I wasn't saying that because you don't deserve a mate. I said that because if I wasn't born, I wouldn't be going through all the pain I've had to deal with. Especially now that I'm here. I'm constantly being used to benefit others' needs and never do I get to do something for me. It always has to benefit someone. Even you. If I wasn't Beasty like your father keeps calling me, would you have accepted me for me? Or what if I was nothing more than a weak little human? Could you deal with having a weak mate stand beside you, Jason?" 

"That's not true and you know it Sarah."

"Do I? Do I know that because all I've heard from everyone is how beautiful and strong I am? Not because of me but because of who my wolf makes me be. I hate this. I hate everything about this situation. Do you honestly think I can fully love you when your holding me hostage here? Don't you think that makes me wonder why I'm even here now."

"Don't you fuckin say that to me... Don't you dare question my love for you."

"It's hard not to question your love for me when you rejected me and then got jealous and decided to take it back. Only taking me back so no one else can have me. You're so... Ugh, I can't even think right now."

I squirm out of his grasp, "I'm going to go to sleep," I say heading towards the bed. And yet again, I'm put in another one of Jason's word-famous wrist grabs. 

"Just tell me why you were wanting Daemon to f**k you instead of me?" 

I can hear the pain in his voice and see the anger in his eyes. 

"BECAUSE JASON! I've saved myself for years waiting for my mate to claim what is his. Waiting for YOU to take what is yours. Fighting through heat after heat without someone to soothe me. All because I wanted you my mate to have everything. You rejected me and I felt like all those years of being the good little girl was for nothing. I was so pissed at you for taking my mate away from me," Jason lets go of my wrist as he watches me in shock, "When the King ordered Daemon to take my innocence away from me and make me regret defying him, I said the hell with it. My flower meant nothing to me anymore and I just wanted it gone. When Daemon told me he wouldn't have s*x with me I broke down feeling like something was wrong with me for me to be rejected twice in one day. And then Daemon started saying all the right things to me to get me to understand why he couldn't do it, my heart melted. It was one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. Even you Jason. At that moment I wanted him to have my flower because I'd rather him have it than be forced to take it from someone else like the King. I won't let him take that away from me Jason. I'll kill myself before he touches me in that way."

By the end of my rant, tears are streaming down my face. For the first time in years, I let my walls down and told someone how I feel. I expected hit to hit me when his hand raised up. He wipes away my tears with his fingertips.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not the mate you deserve."

"That's the thing though, you are the other half to my soul. You just won't let me be yours, at this point I feel drained and hurt. I need to get some sleep."

I turn away from him and start to crawl onto the bed. As I put my hands and one knee on the bed, his shirt pulls up with my movement. The cold air on my exposed skin makes me remember I don't have anything on under his tee to cover up my lady bits. 

I hear Jasons' growl from behind me. Before I can pull his tee back over my ass, I feel a pair of hands grip my waist. Honestly, it turned me on and surprised me at the same time. He pushes his bulge flush with my body and I gasp at the sudden feeling rushing through my body. 

"Jason! What are you doing?"