Tuesday, 4 August 2026
JARA Studio, Stutong, Kuching — 9:12 P.M. (MYT)
Valerie returned from the weaving-room doorway without looking behind her.
The corridor remained dark. Smith sat at its entrance, tail wrapped tightly around his paws, staring at the place she had refused to enter.
Munirah closed the final compliance folder. "You said you weren't going in."
"I didn't."
"You look as though something came out."
Valerie reached for the water beside the monitors. Her fingers were colder than the glass.
Before Munirah could ask again, Indra's name appeared on-screen. Valerie accepted the video call.
The backstage corridor in Kuala Lumpur moved behind him in fragments—garment bags, exhausted assistants and venue staff clearing the hall. Indra still looked composed, although one side of his collar had surrendered.
"All pieces are secured," he said. "The final coat has been sealed for transport. Every approved credit appeared, and no unauthorised close-ups entered the official feed."
"Unofficially?"
"Two photographers attempted to become creative."
Munirah leaned into view. "Are they still alive?"
"Professionally, the prognosis is uncertain."
Valerie almost smiled.
Indra opened the revised Project KIZUNA agreement. "Shinji accepted the amendments. Ownership remains with the artisans. Payment goes to them directly. No motif can be used without community consent, and nothing sacred or restricted will be enlarged as decoration."
The original proposal had offered visibility as though visibility were payment. Valerie had returned it with enough objections to make several lawyers stop using the word collaboration.
Shinji had not withdrawn.
He had rewritten the terms.
Not softened them with generous language. Not buried her conditions in an appendix. He had placed the people who made the work where the proposal had once placed prestige.
"He wants to return to Kuching tonight," Indra continued. "He asked for a private meeting. No media, no photographers, no public announcement."
"He repeated my conditions?"
"Before I could."
Valerie studied the highlighted clauses. Respect written into a contract was more useful than respect performed in a room, but neither made a stranger trustworthy.
It made him worth evaluating.
On the screen, Indra waited without trying to influence her. Valerie had trusted him with the runway because he understood that responsibility did not require constant supervision. Tonight, he had carried every boundary she had given him and returned with all of them intact.
"I'll read the revised terms."
Indra watched her. "That is not a refusal."
"It is not an acceptance."
"Understood."
The call ended.
Munirah slid the folder towards Valerie. "You know you're going to meet him."
"I know he has submitted something worth reading."
"Same sentence. More expensive vocabulary."
Behind them, Smith made a low sound.
Not a meow.
A warning.
Both women turned. The cat had risen, his body angled towards the weaving room, ears flattened. Nothing moved beyond him.
Munirah lifted her handbag. "I'm taking the campaign files home before you decide midnight is a reasonable time to revise forty pages."
"You answer emails at two in the morning."
"I have bad influences."
At the door, she looked past Valerie towards the corridor. "Lock the studio when you leave."
"I always do."
"That wasn't what I meant."
When the outer door closed, Valerie remained alone with the revised agreement, the silent monitors and a cat who would not look away from the dark.
Valerie's Private Weaving Room — 9:28 P.M. (MYT)
She entered without switching on the overhead light.
A smaller lamp beside the loom cast an amber circle over the unfinished textile. Crimson, ivory and black threads rested beneath careful tension. One narrow red strand hung near the lower frame—the same strand she had seen move across the floor.
Valerie touched it.
Nothing moved.
Smith remained at the threshold.
"Very brave from there," she murmured.
His tail struck the floor once.
Her phone vibrated with a voice message from Uncle Edwin. Valerie sat on the low bench and pressed play.
"Valerie, Puan Jelini watched the VAL J collection from the ruai with half the longhouse behind her. She said the camera moved too quickly, which means she approved of everything else."
A smile touched Valerie's mouth.
"I saw the new campaign photograph too," Edwin continued. "Val J can protect your boundaries. Just don't let protection decide when Valerie Jara is allowed to speak."
The message ended.
For several seconds, only the air-conditioning moved through the room.
Val J was not a lie. Valerie had built the name deliberately, then taught it how to enter rooms without apology. It had protected her work from people who mistook a woman's privacy for uncertainty.
But armour could become so familiar that its weight began to feel like skin.
Then Valerie heard water.
Not behind the walls.
Beneath the floor.
A current travelled under the timber boards, deep enough to carry stones along its bed. The lamp dimmed. Its amber circle narrowed until the loom seemed to stand alone in darkness.
Valerie rose.
The polished boards softened beneath her bare feet.
Timber became damp earth.
Cold moisture gathered between her toes as the walls withdrew into mist. Across black water, a man stood beneath rain.
She could not see his face.
Only the height of him. The broad line of his shoulders. One hand lowered at his side as though it had once held something and no longer did.
Rain silvered the outline of his body. The river between them carried no reflection, only darkness moving over darkness. Valerie knew she had never stood in this place. Her lungs did not believe her.
The loom remained behind Valerie, but its threads had changed. Crimson lines stretched towards the river, vanishing into the darkness between them.
The man lifted his head.
Something inside her moved towards him before her body did.
Grief arrived without memory.
It was not new grief. It felt exhausted from waiting.
Pressure closed around Valerie's wrist. A crimson line circled her skin—too precise to be bruising, too vivid to be shadow. There was no cut beneath it, no blood. Only colour drawn around the place where her pulse beat.
Across the river, the man took one step.
Smith hissed.
The sound tore through the vision.
The river vanished. Valerie caught the loom with one hand. Timber returned beneath her feet; the lamp burned steadily; the unfinished cloth rested beneath ordinary tension.
Her wrist was bare.
Smith stood rigid at the doorway, fur raised along his spine.
Valerie forced herself to breathe.
Déjà vu was the nearest explanation.
It was also the least convincing.
On her phone, Edwin's message remained open. Beyond the room, Shinji's revised agreement waited beneath his request.
Valerie returned to the control desk and opened a message to Indra.
I am willing to review a private meeting schedule. No media. No photographers. No public announcement.
—Valerie Jara
Her thumb hovered over the screen.
The decision belonged to her. Not to the river. Not to the faceless man. Not even to Uncle Edwin's reminder, though it had reached the part of her that needed it.
Shinji had respected the amendments.
He had asked for the person responsible for them.
Valerie pressed send.
Keys turned in the outer door.
"Val?" Munirah called. "I left the revised appendix—"
She stopped at the weaving-room entrance. Valerie still held the wooden frame. Smith remained beside her, staring at the loom.
Munirah's expression changed. "What happened?"
Valerie looked at her unmarked wrist.
"I don't know."
It was the most honest answer she had given all night.
Damai Peninsula, Santubong — 9:38 P.M. (MYT)
"I found her."
Joel placed the tablet on the low table beside Killian. The campaign photograph remained open among fashion reports, company profiles and carefully repeated speculation.
"JARA is the label," Joel said. "VAL J is the professional identity. The founder and creative director is Valerie Jara."
The name entered the room without sound.
Killian's hand tightened against the back of the chair.
Valerie Jara.
It did not feel familiar in any ordinary sense. He could attach it to no place, conversation or face.
Yet his body received it like something returned.
The ache beneath his ribs deepened before attraction had any chance to form. It was grief—immediate, unreasonable and so old in its shape that he almost mistook it for memory.
Rain struck leaves somewhere beyond the glass.
The night outside was clear.
For an instant, he saw a woman's hand resting against a loom. Crimson thread crossed her fingers; the rest of her remained beyond the edge of the image.
Then it was gone.
It was not a memory. Yet it carried the unbearable familiarity of something he had already lost.
Perhaps déjà vu. Perhaps another afterimage left by the accident he had survived at twenty-one.
The accident had given him enough ordinary explanations over the years: stress, disrupted sleep, nerves preserving sensations after the danger itself had ended. He had learned to distrust any mystery that arrived wearing the authority of pain.
This did not feel authoritative.
It felt intimate.
"You know her?" Joel asked.
"No."
The available photographs offered little certainty. One showed Valerie leaving a charity event with her face turned away. Another placed her at the rear of a studio group, half-obscured by two assistants. Even the nearest portrait held enough shadow and distance to keep the woman separate from the polished Val J campaign.
Killian enlarged it anyway.
Nothing in the image explained the pressure in his chest.
The campaign photograph had been designed to create distance. This quieter image did the same by accident. Between them lay a woman he could not see clearly and a name his body had accepted too quickly.
"Her studio is here?" he asked.
"Stutong."
Kuching lay beyond the dark coast, near enough to reach and far enough to leave alone.
Killian set down the tablet.
Heat gathered beneath his sleeve. A narrow crimson line appeared around his wrist, vivid against the skin.
There was no wound.
The colour faded while he watched, leaving only the sensation of something drawn tight around his pulse.
Joel stepped closer. "What is it?"
"Nothing."
"That answer is becoming unconvincing."
Killian lowered his sleeve. He would not drive to Stutong, knock on a stranger's door and demand meaning from her because his own mind had begun misbehaving. Restraint did not lessen the pull, but it kept the pull from becoming action.
He looked again at the final coat. The crimson panel seemed to change whenever he stopped trying to understand it: a river, a broken path, two lines approaching an empty centre without touching.
"Find the collection notes," he said.
Joel exhaled. "What am I looking for?"
Killian watched the woven panel fill the screen.
"Anything older than the design."
"That makes no sense."
"I know."
Outside, the sea continued its ordinary rhythm against the Santubong shore.
The threads had caught Killian's attention.
Her name was what refused to leave.