I exhaled as I sat around the cafeteria table pulling out my laptop. I have been in class all day and now I finally have time for myself. I took a bite of my sandwich and continued to scroll the European soccer website. Tournaments were underway and I was keeping track of the scores. Jesse was doing amazing and he had a strong team to support him. I've kind of been obsessed with him since the soccer camp ended a few months ago; low-key of course. I haven't had the nerve to reach out to him and ask how he's been. Of course Matt had his information but I am too nervous to ask for it. I just checked his progress through the tournament whenever I was on break from my lecture or from doing my papers and readings. I sat around the coffee table waiting for Matt to show up. When he finally did,

