Chapter two; The Rogue

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He lived at the edge of things. That was the first thing I noticed, not the cabin, not the man, but the deliberateness of the distance. He had chosen to be precisely as far from Ravenhollow as he could be while still technically being in it. I understood that impulse. I had just never been able to afford it. The cabin sat at the far end of Millbrook Lane, where the paved road gave up and became gravel, and the gravel gave up and became dirt, and the dirt dissolved into the pine forest that pressed against Ravenhollow from the north like a dark thought the town couldn't quite shake. Small. Functional. Unremarkable the kind of place chosen by someone who wanted to be easily overlooked. He would know I was coming. I had parked a quarter mile back and walked the rest, but it wouldn't matter. Rogue wolves developed particular acuities. The isolation sharpened things senses, instincts, the animal awareness of approach. He had probably scented me the moment I turned off the main road. I knocked anyway. Three times, sharp. Because I was not going to slink up to this man's door as though I were the one at a disadvantage. The door opened almost immediately. I had studied the photograph. I thought I had prepared. I had not prepared. Caden Blackwell was taller than photographs suggested. Broader. Dark hair that looked like he had run his hands through it once and then lost interest. Dark eyes not quite brown, the shade that exists at the bottom of deep water that moved over me with a thoroughness that was not an assessment and not quite curiosity but something lodged uncomfortably between the two. He was wearing a flannel shirt, sleeves rolled to the elbow, and he looked like he had been awake for hours before the rest of the world considered it a reasonable option. The scar started somewhere beneath his collar and ended at the edge of his jaw. Up close, it was not what I expected not clean, not surgical. It was the kind of mark left by something that had been trying to take a great deal more than skin. He looked at me. I looked at him. The morning light was cold and flat and did not flatter either of us, which seemed appropriate. "Nora Harte," he said. Low voice. No inflection. Not surprised. "Caden Blackwell," I said. "I'd like to talk." He held the door open. I walked in. The inside was as deliberate as the outside. Spare. Clean. Books stacked on every flat surface, bristling with torn paper bookmarks natural history, territorial law, three volumes on pre-pack mythology that I hadn't known still existed in print. A woodstove burning low. A kitchen table with two chairs positioned like he had always expected exactly one visitor.No photographs. No personal items. Nothing that belonged to a history he wanted anyone to see. He made coffee without asking. Set a mug in front of me and sat across the table and waited. His hands around his own mug were I noticed, cataloged, told myself I was cataloging for professional reasons scarred too. Not the dramatic single s***h of his jaw, but older marks, the accumulated evidence of a life that had regularly involved things that fought back. "Why did you agree?" I asked. "To the marriage." "Obviously." "Because your father asked me to." "My father asks a lot of people a lot of things. They don't usually agree to marry his daughter." "No." "So why you? Why this?" A pause. The kind that wasn't absence it was weight. He was deciding how much of the truth to offer, and the calculation was more complicated than I could follow. I found that interesting. Most men in a situation of power over me and this man did, technically, have power over me, though I intended to make that as theoretical as possible and would have used the pause to posture. He was using it to think. "I have reasons," he said finally. "They're mine." "That's not an answer." "It's the honest one," he held my eyes. "I'm not ready to give you the full answer yet. I'm aware that's not what you want to hear." Something shifted in me, small and reluctant. The acknowledgment of the limitation. Most people lied when they weren't ready to tell you something. They constructed plausible alternatives. He had simply told me he wasn't ready, and made clear he knew it was insufficient, and held my gaze while he did it.That was not what I had expected. "Let me be very clear," I said. "I will honor this arrangement because the alternative is a war that kills people I love. Not because I was told to. Not because I think this is a good idea. And not because I trust you." I kept my voice even. "You don't know me. I don't know you. I am not walking into a house with a stranger and pretending to be his wife without knowing what I'm walking into." "That's fair," he said. Just that. No deflection. No counter." Fair," I repeated. "You deserve to know what you're agreeing to. I can't tell you everything yet. But I can tell you this: I'm not here to control you. I'm not interested in performing a marriage. I'm interested in keeping Ravenhollow from burning down."" We have something in common, then." "Seems like it." I looked at him across the table. The coffee was good, strong, no sugar, which was exactly how I took mine, which I noticed and immediately chose not to make anything of. The morning light through the window made a clean line across the table between us, and I thought: this is the closest I've ever sat to someone I'm going to have to trust, and that thought was more alarming than anything my father had said yesterday. "I'll need my own room," I said." The east bedroom is yours," he said without hesitation, as though he had already decided this. "I keep my position as head enforcer." "I wouldn't ask you to give it up." "And if I find out you're lying to me" "You'll make me regret it." Not a question. Not a threat. Just an acknowledgment, delivered with a calm that somehow landed harder than aggression would have. I studied him for a moment longer than I intended to. He didn't look away. He didn't shift. He sat in that particular stillness that I was starting to understand was not performance, it was just how he existed in space, inhabiting his own skin with a totality that most people never managed. I became abruptly aware that I had been looking at him for several consecutive seconds with no specific purpose, and that he was looking back with the same focused, unhurried attention he seemed to give to everything. I stood. Extended my hand. "Five days." He stood too he was taller standing, which I had somehow not adequately accounted for and took my hand. His grip was firm and brief and warm, and he released it in the same motion, smooth as a decision."Five days," he agreed. I walked to the door. At the threshold I paused, because I could not help it. "You should know," I said, not turning around, "I notice everything." Behind me, after a beat, came something low and quiet that I chose to classify as a sound of acknowledgment and absolutely not the beginning of a smile. "I know," said Caden Blackwell. "So do I.” I walked back to my car through the cold morning. I was extremely annoyed to discover that my pulse was slightly elevated.I blamed the coffee.
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