The New Life Begins: Moving In Their Private Home

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The first thing I noticed was not the house. It was the silence. This was not a hollow, aching silence I had become used to upstairs in Zachary's barren mansion wherein the walls seemed to press down on me, every echo calling me back to my failures and shame. It was a different kind of silence altogether-a peaceful, energizing silence filled with possibility. That hand of his laying so gently on the small of my back as we stood in the foyer of our new home. We had spent weeks whispering about this place, half in the form of a promise, as if this place belonged neither to the billionaire in his empire nor to the woman trying to reclaim her life, but to us. And now it was real. I let go of my breath slowly, drawing in all the smells of fresh paint and polished wood. Sunlight poured in through tall windows and spilled its golden warmth across the marble floor. Beyond these walls would soon be the whisper of trees in the courtyard, as opposed to the constant noise that was the city. That was privacy. That was safe. That was where a fresh start would be made. "Tell me what you are thinking," Damon intoned beside me. His voice was softer here-it seemed the house demanded some form of quiet reverence. I turned toward him as my heart clenched seeing him out of the armor. No tailored suit, no CEO mask. Just Damon, his sleeves rolled up, barely holding on to some exhaustion beneath his eyes. How could I still believe that this man, this impossible man had chosen me? "I'm thinking... it doesn't feel real," I admitted, my voice trembling in ways I couldn't contain. "That this is ours. That I can actually breathe without waiting for the next accusation, the next fight, the next..." "Don't," Damon said softly, pushing a strand of hair back from my face. "This isn't about him anymore. This is about us." Us. The word still startled me. I nodded, blinking away tears that threatened to spill. For so long I had been defined by the storm of Zachary's accusations and manipulation, by the weight of survival. Now, I was being asked to define myself in a brand new way-with Damon, with love, with freedom. It was terrifying. But right there, right then, I wanted it more than anything. We walked through the house slowly, as though discovering each room called for some sort of ritual. There was the living room, where the fireplace begged to be the site of laughter-filled evenings. The kitchen, with its shining countertops, was where Damon said I would finally learn to cook something other than instant noodles. The library, still bare with books yet to be stocked upon it, was a place that I knew I could envision myself curled up with books as Damon pretended not to watch me from the other side. Every crevice whispered about a future I had never quite set my mind on. But the bedroom made me break. I stepped into the grand space, the curtains pulled back to a view of the ocean. The waves crashed rhythmically at a distance, reminding me of how small yet how infinite the world could actually be. The bed held a simple elegance about it, yet it was not the furniture that drew me in. It was that feeling of protection. "I never had a room that felt like mine," I said before I could stop myself. "Even when I decorated, even when I tried. It always belonged to him first." Damon's face softened in that aching sort of way. He crossed the room, took my hands in his, and brought them up to his lips. "Then let this be the first place that’s entirely yours. Every inch of it. Ours." His certainty was an antidote to my clawing doubts. I smiled shakily. "Ours." The remainder of the day was spent unpacking. At least I was unpacking, while Damon was trying unsuccessfully to not micromanage me. His obsessive-compulsive tendencies made him fret about where every single book and dish should be placed, until I finally tossed a pillow at his chest and told him to go find himself busy in the study. He left, muttering about "delegation," but not before he pressed a lingering kiss to my forehead that remained long after he'd walked away. As I organized the shelves, I caught myself humming. Humming. A sound that had been absent for years. The shock of it was enough for me to stop mid-tone, my hand hovering on a book. Then I laughed - an awkward, disbelieving laugh that echoed in the empty house. I was changing. Changing steadily, awkwardly, but inevitably. By evening, boxes had transformed into piles, and the house began to feel a little less like someone else's and a little more like our own. Damon found me in the kitchen, barefoot and holding two cups of tea that I had somehow not spilled on myself. He leaned against the doorway, observing me with an intensity that was both heavy and thoughtful. "What?" I asked, suddenly a little shy. "You," he replied simply, in a low voice. "You feel like you fit right in." My throat tightened. Before my feelings revealed themselves, I passed him his tea. We sat together on the balcony for a long while before either of us spoke, both with the coolness of the night air brushing against our skin and the ocean wild and endless before us. We were simply there. I finally whispered, "Do you ever think it's too good to be true?" He clenched his jaw; for a moment I regretted the question. But, Damon had never been Zachary. He never punished me for the things I was afraid of. He took it head-on. "Yes," he told me, eyes remaining fixed on the horizon. "I think about it every damn day. Because I've lost things before; people, trust. I know how fragile happiness can be; but, Sierra..." He turned, his hand coming on top of mine to pull me in, "the difference is that I'm not letting this slip away. Not you." Those words should have terrified me with their intensity, but instead they cloaked me in a promise I didn't know I needed. I leaned my head into his shoulder and for this moment let myself believe, that maybe we truly were untouchable here. But even as I soaked in the peace, something was bothering me at the edges of my mind. A shadow I couldn't quite pinpoint. And then it came the sound of my phone vibrating against the table inside. I frowned. Hardly anyone had this number. Reluctantly, I stood and slipped back into the house and picked it up. One new message. No name. With shaking hands, I opened it. "Houses don't keep you safe. Locks don't keep me out. You will never really be free Sierra. The phone slipped from my grasp and fell to the floor, cold terror ripping through me. I stared at the words, my chest tightening, throat excruciatingly tight. Whoever this was they knew. They knew where I was. And suddenly, it didn't feel safe anymore. It was a perfect new beginning, and now it suddenly seemed dangerous. Sierra has just received an anonymous threatening message immediately after moving into her new home with Damon. The illusion of safety has been pulled away causing Sierra to face the question if she and Damon are really untouchable or if the shadows of their past are closer than they have ever been.
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