Lenny's POV
Something is missing. Something feels....missing. Lost...
I take shakey steps down the stairs. He won't answer my texts and I actually called him. But he won't answer anything. It's been a week. Eric says I should go to his house. But I can't bring myself to.
Because I'm afraid....that he won't be there when I do.
I made coffee and sipped it slowly. I could barely hold myself up. I heard the doorbell. My eyes widen and I dropped the mug running to the door.
"Van!" I yelled smiling brightly but frowned instantly.
"Sorry bud." Eric said smiling sadly.
"Oh...it's fine." I said letting him in.
"You know you should go visit him." he said.
"I don't have the right to." I said looking down and he stared at me. "I hurt Van....all the time." I said playing with my fingers.
Van
