Darius was gone before anyone thought to give chase — vanished back into the treeline with his corrupted wolves the moment his parting words landed, as though inflicting the wound mattered far more to him than staying to watch it bleed.
Nobody spoke for a long moment. Rowan lay propped against Iris's arm, breathing steady now but his eyes distant, turned inward on something none of them could see. Kael hovered nearby, torn between checking the wounded and staring at Iris like he wasn't entirely certain she was still the same person who'd left the pack house that morning. Magistrate Vale stood a little apart, arms folded, her earlier cold authority replaced by something far more careful.
"I should still be taking you to the Council," Vale said finally, breaking the silence. "That was my order. That remains my order."
"After what you just watched happen," Kael said sharply, "you can't possibly still think she's the threat here."
"I think," Vale said, "that I watched a woman channel power capable of reversing death itself, in the middle of an ambush orchestrated by a rival Alpha who apparently knows more about her true nature than the Council does. That does not make her safe, Beta. It makes her exactly the kind of unknown the Council exists to investigate." She held up a hand before Kael could argue further. "But it also makes her, at this moment, the only reason four of my wolves are still breathing. I am not without gratitude, whatever else I am."
"Then what happens now," Iris asked quietly, still not moving from where Rowan leaned against her.
"You return to Blackthorn territory," Vale said, "under Council observation rather than Council custody, for now. I will report what I witnessed here honestly, which I suspect will satisfy no one — not the Council members who wanted you condemned outright, and not the Alpha who clearly wanted you dead before you ever reached us." Her eyes flicked, briefly, toward the treeline where Darius had vanished. "Someone informed him exactly when and where to strike. That detail concerns me considerably more than anything you did with your power today."
"A leak," Kael said grimly.
"A leak inside either the Council or Blackthorn Pack," Vale confirmed. "Possibly both. I would not assume your home is any safer than the road, Alpha Blackthorn, until that question is answered."
Rowan didn't respond. He hadn't spoken since Darius's parting words, and Iris felt the silence between them stretch into something that ached far worse than the battle's aftermath.
They made the journey back to Blackthorn territory mostly in silence, Vale's remaining wolves flanking them at a respectful distance, Kael scouting ahead with a wariness that hadn't existed in him a week ago. Iris walked beside Rowan without touching him, though her whole body ached with the absence of it, some old instinct screaming at her to close the distance even as newer, more painful instinct told her she'd lost the right to.
It was Rowan who finally broke the silence, an hour from the pack house, his voice low enough that only she could hear it.
"Did you feel it," he asked. "When you were with him. My ancestor. Did it feel the way it feels with me?"
Iris's chest tightened. "I don't know how to answer that honestly without hurting you."
"Answer it honestly anyway." His voice cracked slightly, raw in a way she'd never heard from him. "I've spent my entire life feeling something enormous every time I so much as thought about you, Iris, and I never understood why, because we'd barely spoken before the ceremony. I thought it was fate. I thought it was the moon choosing us specifically, for reasons that belonged only to us." He stopped walking, forcing her to stop with him. "Was I ever anything more than an echo of a bond you'd already had with someone else?"
"I don't know," Iris said, and it was the truth, brutal and unhelped by softening. "The memory the Goddess gave me — it wasn't complete. I saw enough to know I loved him, and that I destroyed myself rather than survive what happened between us. I don't know if what I feel for you is the same thing, worn down by three hundred years, or something entirely separate that just happens to live in the same place in my chest."
"That's not an answer that makes this easier."
"I know." Iris's voice broke. "I'm not trying to make it easier, Rowan. I'm trying not to lie to you the way I've spent my whole life lying to everyone else to stay safe. You deserve better than a comfortable lie right now."
Something in his expression shifted — not relief, not quite, but something adjacent to it, a wary kind of respect that hadn't been there a moment before.
"Then let's find out," he said quietly. "Not what we were three hundred years ago. What we actually are now, separate from all of it. I don't want to spend the rest of whatever time we have measuring myself against a dead man's memory."
"That's fair," Iris said, "but I need you to understand something first. When I chose to save you back there — when the Goddess offered me the price of my own memory in exchange for your life — I didn't hesitate. Not for one second. Whatever the bond used to be, whoever it used to belong to, the choice I made today was entirely about you. Not him."
Rowan reached for her hand then, slowly, giving her every chance to pull away before his fingers closed around hers. She didn't pull away.
They reached the pack house as dusk settled over the northern territories, torches already lit along the walls, warriors visibly on edge from whatever news had traveled ahead of them. Lyra met them at the gate, relief breaking across her face the moment she spotted Iris, though it faded fast when she took in the state of them — blood-streaked, exhausted, carrying wounds both visible and otherwise.
"You're alive," Lyra breathed, pulling Iris into a fierce hug before pulling back to study her face. "What happened? The messenger who came ahead of you barely made sense, something about corrupted wolves and the Council and—"
"Later," Iris said, squeezing her hand. "I promise, I'll tell you everything later. Right now I just need—"
A scream cut through the courtyard, sharp and sudden, coming from the direction of the residential wing.
Kael was moving before the sound finished echoing, blade drawn, Rowan close behind despite his exhaustion. Iris followed, heart hammering, dread pooling cold in her stomach as they rounded the corner into the residential corridor and found a young warrior sprawled against the wall, blood pooling beneath him, eyes wide and staring at nothing.
Above his body, scrawled into the stone in the same silver ink that marked every Ledger page Iris had seen, was a single sentence that made her blood turn to ice.
The mole you're searching for isn't hiding in the shadows, Executioner. She's been standing beside you since the beginning.
Iris's gaze snapped to Lyra.
Lyra's face had gone bloodless, her eyes wide with a horror that could have been genuine shock — or could have been the practiced reaction of someone who'd known this moment was coming for far longer than she'd ever let on.