Chapter 8
James' P.o.v
The sun is long gone by now. My head is pounding and can't bring myself to open my eyes, the thought alone makes me clench my jaw even tighter than it already is.I wake up to the sound of soft breathing and warm skin and at first it confuses me. For a moment my brain tricks me.. or maybe it's wishful thinking and I forget who's really next to me. All I feel.. think and want is her..next to me. The idea of having Delilah in my bed instantly gets me hard.The room is draped in nothing but darkness, only showing a slight outline of her silhouette.. and it helps me see what I want to see. I pull her in close, wrapping my arms around her small waist. I find the nape of her neck and begin leaving trails of soft, bewildered kisses down to her shoulder. She let's out a small moan as my hand travels lower past her waist. I picture Delilah... wild, loose curls tangled in my hand, her soft lips...how amazing those lips of hers were on mine. I search for her lips and find them..soft parted... waiting for me as always. She moans into my mouth as I deepen the kiss. My fingers feel how wet she's getting. I struggle not call out Delilah's name as she begins to lightly bite down on my neck, digging her nails into my back. I pull away from her kiss, slowly lifting her chin not knowing if she can see my true intentions. "I don't wanna hurt you baby.." I could feel her discomfort under my words but all I can see is Delilah. I deepen my kiss as she moans into my mouth, and echoes of her laugh play back in my mind. Thoughts of tracing her soft skin as my tongue travels down her lower navel. She begs me to tease her and the thought of tasting her makes my c**k instantly begin to throb.. even ache for her. Her thighs naturally fall to the side as I grip her pelvic bone. She lets out a soft gasp once my tongue reaches her c**t. She struggles to call out my name as I make small repeated semi circles causing her to arch her back. I taste just how close she is to cumming for me, she forces my face down telling me not to stop.I close my eyes tightly till can feel tears well at the brim. Only then do I get small flashes of her smile, the light in her irises. The way her lower back dips.... I feel myself lose control for a moment and I bite her inner thigh before using the full weight of my body to push her further into the mattress. Gripping her thigh I slowly slide my c**k inside her to the point that it's almost agonizing and borderline torture for us both. I feel her tighten around me as I quicken my pace, each thrust harder than before. I take her breast into my mouth and hear her cry out as I feel myself go deeper. Her thigh begins to vibrate against my ribcage and I feel her chest rise as if she's struggling to catch her breath.I feel myself on the verge of cumming and I wrap my hand around her throat. She bites down on my forearm begging for me to c*m inside her and that's when I see white and can no longer hold on and collapse under the weight of her orgasm.
She buries her face in chest unable to utter a word. She leaves kisses on my collar bone as she wraps herself around me. I kiss the crown of her head before reaching for a cigarette on the nightstand. I lay on my back and take a deep, long pull before she lays on my stomach as if it's second nature.I feel my breathing start to slow and the stillness of the room makes me almost uncomfortable. I finish my cigarette before finally breaking the silence. " Listen.. I hate to do this but.." She curls inward and almost lets out a pur like a small kitten and let's out a relaxed exhale. "But... I'm so comfortable right now.. here with you.." Her words are drawn out and intentional to make me want her more, and part of me doesn't wanna get up either but..." I know baby, me too but I have to take a shower and head out soon.." She gives a slight pout before kissing me right below my ribcage before giving in. She crawls up my sore body and kisses slowly before biting down on my bottom lip, making me promise to see her again soon.I agree and give her a brief kiss before watching her get dressed.
I walk her to the door and she kisses me one more time and I can see the eagerness and wanting from her. I promise to call her tomorrow. I close the door pressing my head against the cool surface helps calm my thoughts... I'm a piece of s**t but... She's waiting on me tonight...