Midas Touch

the grand f**k up

Ciara♧ 

I looked out the side of my eye seeing a boy staring at me or maybe it was the skin tight black mini dress I had on cut up my thigh. 

I'm going through so much at home...this is what solves my problems. 

Drinking...

My husband, Blake, always promised me happiness. 

Years ago I wouldn't be able to believe this.

It would seem as some type of propaganda. 

Nobody, actually would expect this from us.

But Hey! thats the way life goes...

I've had about 5 different drinks. Plus my friends took me with them and they're now nowhere to be found. 

The bar! I'm so pathetic. This is the third time this week.

I'm just sad.

I feel resentful, hurt, in pain.

But I'm Ciara Antonio, I have everything except what I wanted the most a child. 

I have everything a modeling career.

Every womans dream husband. 

Money. 

Fame.

This is the cause of my so sudden acrimony and pain.

But two miscarriages can f**k up your beliefs and your marriage. 

When really it was because I saved Blake's life.

I felt body heat from another person as they sat beside me I looked up seeing the boy that had been staring at me.

I'd be a hypocrite to say I wasn't staring back. I laughed mentally, which caused a smirk to grow against my lips.

I looked to the side seeing the blonde haired boy who had now went blurry to my vision.

He then said "Hi beautiful"

I then said "Hey"

Then he said grabbing my chin "Why do you look so sad?"

I shook my head my hair falling into my face as I looked over seeing the bartender gave me another drink and then I said "No. I don't want any..anymore"

Then he said "Your friend paid for it" he said motioning his head toward the blonde haired boy who was still sitting beside me.

Next thing I knew I was in a car and then at a huge house. Then he started to kiss me again and again. 

Then he attacked my neck leaving love bites and slid my underwear off and he pulled the dress down and revealed my red lingerie set. He bit his lip and picked me up like Blake used to do. 

He picked me up and pushed me against the wall and kissed my lips softly, I moaned loudly. He then sat on the bed and pulled my hand to him. I sat on his lap and he unclipped my bra and said "Your so beautiful"

I moaned as he sucked my n*****s as they hardened in his mouth he softly nibbled at them causing me to moan and grip his blonde hair. 

He then layed me on my back and slid my panties off and flicked his tongue against my heat. I moaned and he swirled his tongue around my c.lit and I gribbed the bedsheets and moaned again. He then kissed up to my face and he sat up and slid off his shirt, exposing his ripped stomach. 

I then felt his entrance inside of me making me moan and my arms wrapped around his back. Each stroke made my nails claw deeper into his skin. I then moaned out "Blake"

He stopped for a second then went faster and rougher. I cried out loud and my moans filled the room. 

*Morning

I woke up beside a blonde haired boy and I couldn't think straight because my head was thumping. My hips and below were sore. 

Then I slid my heels and dress on grabbing my belongings as the boy woke up. Then he said "You okay?"

I nodded and said "Where am I?"

Then he said "In my house"

I then mumbled "No s**t sherlock"

Then he said "Chill out baby girl. You weren't mumbling anything last night."

I then parted my mouth and started to walk out of his house. I just f****d up badly. 

Why the hell am I at Sean Cavaliere's house?

He then asked "Can I take you home?"

"No" 

"Why?" 

"Because"

"Because what?"

"You know why Sean. I thought I went home with Blake..I'm so confused What happened?"

He laughed and said "Ciara it was one of the best nights of my life. I finally got you."

I felt my eyes water up and I said "What do you mean you finally got me?"

He nodded and grabbed me and said "It was amazing Ciara. We made love."

As multiple tears fell from my eyes I said "Let go of me. Now!"

He tightened his grip and I tried to push him off of me and he said "But it did piss me off when you called me Blake"

I felt more hot tears stream down my face and I kicked him as hard as I could and ran out the house and down the street out of the neighborhood.

I called a uber, the uber came picking me up and I got dropped off at my house. 

Then I walked in knowing my husband Blake is going to kill me. 

I walked in seeing him pacing around by the front door when he saw me, he yelled at me "Where the f**k have you been?"

I then said "I was with Kehlani." I said lying through my teeth.

He laughed sarcastically saying "Funny thing is she said you weren't there last night, and before you give me the bullshit about you being with Ariana and Nicki remember they're out the country"

I then said "Oh...I was with my mom." 

He then said "Your f*****g lying. Your lying to my face."

He then walked up to me and grabbed my face and moved my hair seeing a huge hickey and he said "What the hell is that on your neck?"

I then said "I burned myself with the flat iron yesterday"

He then huffed and then said "Really? You know what if your going to lie to me like this don't f*****g even bother yourself with me"

I then walked towards him as he backed up and he yelled "Ciara I'm not playing with you go somewhere"

He turned going into the kitchen and I said "I told you I was with my mo-"

"I don't believe that s**t, Ciara"

Then he grabbed a glass filling it with alcohol, then I tried to still talk to him and he finished the drink throwing the glass on the floor causing it to burst into what looked like a million pieces.

I flinched as my eyes started to tear up. Blake doesn't realize how scary he can be when he's mad aometimes.

I ran upstairs looking in the mirror. I was a mess my hair was fringed, my clothes off looking, and makeup smeared everywhere.

I took off my dress and heels getting into the shower. 

I stood there for a minute leaning against the wall, as the glass started to fog up I started to wash the makeup from my pores and tried to wipe the awful I had done away.

I finished getting out and the door opened. Blake was standing there and I continued to change and dry off. Then he started saying "Ciara -"

I cut him off saying "Just. Just forget about it. I-it won't happen again"

Then he walked out of the bathroom and then my phone dinged and I saw it said "Sean"

I then opened my phone then changed his name to Sean and then saw the text message said "Hey beautiful"

I then replied saying "How do you have my number?"

Sean:When can I see you again?

Me:Never

Sean:Why?

Me:I had a drunk mistake 

Sean:You weren't saying all that before

Me:Whatever. 

Sean:

I locked my phone and then went to my bedroom hiding my phone, trying to force myself to sleep.