CHAPTER 91
LUCIEN’S POV:
My heart felt heavy like a sumo wrestler had put its weight on it. Pressing until it exploded into a million pieces, each one piercing me with unrelenting pain.
My thoughts were haunted by the sound of her voice, the way she would call me out on my s**t, and how she would always rebel against me. The woman had tried to kill me but I was utterly fascinated by her willpower and fiery spirit. There wasn't a second since I met that I didn't want to shut her up with a kiss. Some days I would hold myself back by drowning in alcohol or leaving her presence so I wouldn't act on my most carnal instincts.
I felt like I was going round and round in a constant loop of despair with only thoughts of her in my mind. Unable to find a lifeline to cling onto. She was my lifel
