Amanda's POV
I cherished every second I spent with Remy. Thinking there was a person in this world who loved me not wanting anything in return, I felt my current situation wasn't that bad.
I wanted to go back to him. I would rather have never given up on any possibility. Even at the most desperate moment, I was praying that time would pass, and Remy gradually didn't hate me that much.
I knew that this was all my fantasy. As long as there was even a little hope, I didn't want to give up.
For me, Remy was the moon on cold nights. I wouldn't leave him. I knew Remy very well and knew how much he hated deception. Even if I went back, he wouldn't be able to fix up his heart or love me truly.
But it was really difficult to fabricate a new identity. I needed some time to prepare. But before t
