Tuesday morning felt different. Usually, I wake up, put on my "invisible" armour—a plain hoodie and a neutral expression—and blend into the sea of yellow school buses. But today, the mirror was a liar. No matter how hard I scrubbed, that speck of gold glitter Janice had placed on my brow remained. It was like a microscopic beacon, a tiny "disturbance" signalling that I was no longer just Andrew-Clarken, the normal kid.
I walked into the hallway, my heart doing a nervous rhythm against my ribs. I felt like I was carrying a stolen diamond.
The Encounter at the Lockers
I was at my locker, trying to shield my face with the metal door, when a shadow fell over me. It wasn't the graceful, vanilla-scented shadow of Janice. This shadow was heavy and smelled of cheap body spray and stale energy drinks.
Marcus. The school’s varsity captain and the self-appointed king of "normal."
"Hey, Clarken," Marcus barked, slamming his hand against the locker next to mine. The sound echoed like a gunshot. "What’s that on your face? Did you have an accident in the craft room?"
I kept my head down. "It's nothing, Marcus. Just some dust."
"Dust doesn't sparkle, Clarken." Marcus reached out, his thick fingers grabbing my chin to tilt my head up. His eyes narrowed. "Wait... is that makeup? You've been hanging out with that new freak, haven't you? The one who thinks he’s too 'classy' for this zip code."
The circle of students around us grew quiet. This was the moment where the "ghost" usually disappears. But then, the air in the hallway changed.
The Shield of Silk
"Is there a problem here, or are you just practising your caveman impressions, Marcus?"
The voice was cool, sharp, and perfectly timed. Janice was leaning against the wall five feet away. He looked immaculate in a deep emerald blazer, his hands tucked casually into his pockets. He didn't look scared; he looked bored.
"Stay out of this, Janice," Marcus growled, letting go of my chin. "I'm just teaching Clarken here about the school's standards."
Janice walked forward, his expensive boots clicking rhythmically on the linoleum. He stepped directly between Marcus and me. He was shorter, but in that moment, he seemed to tower over everyone.
"Standards?" Janice laughed, and it sounded like breaking glass. "You think 'normal' is a standard? It’s a funeral for personality. And for your information, that 'dust' on Andrew’s face is 24-karat gold leaf. It costs more than your car. I’d suggest you stop touching things you can't afford."
Marcus turned a deep shade of purple. "You think you're better than us?"
"I don't think it, Marcus," Janice said, leaning in close with a wicked smile. "I know it. Now, Andrew and I have a History project to discuss. Move."
To my shock, Marcus stepped back. He muttered something about "weirdos," but he left.
The Price of Protection
Once the crowd dispersed, Janice turned to me. He reached out and used the pad of his thumb to finally wipe away the gold flake. His touch was light, but it felt like a brand.
"You're a terrible ghost, Andrew-Clarken," he whispered. "You let people see you far too easily."
"I didn't ask you to do that," I said, though my voice lacked conviction.
"I know," Janice said, his expression turning serious. "But if you’re going to be seen, make sure they’re looking at something they can’t break. My house is full of fragile things—I know how to spot them."
He handed me a small, heavy object. It was a silver pen, engraved with his family crest.
"Write something brave in that diary of yours today," he said before walking away.
I watched him go, feeling the weight of the pen in my hand. I realised then that being "disturbed" by Janice wasn't the danger. The danger was that I was starting to like the way the world looked when it wasn't so beige.
Diary Entry (Lunch Break)
I’m sitting in the back of the library. Marcus is across the cafeteria, and for the first time in three years, I don't care what he thinks. I’m holding Janice’s pen. It’s cold and heavy.
Janice called me 'fragile.' He’s wrong. I’m not fragile—I’m just hidden. But today, for five minutes in the hallway, I felt like I was standing in the sun. Is this what 'classy' feels like? Or is this just what it feels like to have a friend who isn't afraid of the dark?