Leaving the hospital was the hardest and the easiest thing I had to do in a while.
Does that make sense?
Hardest because let's face it, I had to leave Harry behind, just right after finding him again. Not only finding him, but actually seeing him in the situation I did. High out of his f*****g mind, so baked up he couldn't even talk straight, on the verge of an overdose.
If I was to follow only my heart, I would still be there, at the hospital, sitting by Harry's side and holding his hand. s**t, if I was to hear what my heart wants I would actually tie myself up to him and never leave his side again.
I can't even begin to explain how much it hurt to see Harry that way. So vulnerable and damaged, almost passed out at a random chick's lap, completely out of his f*****g mind. Worst part w
