Jac P.O.V
After Sam, Marcel, Oliver and boy left, I had to protect the rouges on my own. It wasn't hard because one, there weren't many threats and two, I am stronger than any alpha alone so why need my sister to back me up. It is lonely and I'm happy she contacts me several times a day. We seem to be able to chit chat about anything. Were like two teenage girl giggling about anything and constantly talking. We can talk about bullshit and just absolutely nothing or about something serious. I think about being human way too often and this particular night, I was dreaming of being human and being able to pick things up, lift things but I was way slower. I saw myself in third person and I looked like the young version of my dad. It made me think about him and how he was doing without us, without mom and without an alpha. Did he get closer to his siblings or did they reject him because his daughter killed a family member. It kept me awake all night and I had to talk about it. I only talk about such things with Sam or Marcel, most rouges don't even know our past and I would like to keep it that way, even though I don't know why. The sun was slowly rising and I decided to contact Sam. She responded immediately. "Hey, I felt something was wrong and decided to wait for a call for help. What's wrong?" She asked worried. "I dreamed of being human, I looked like dad and I thought about him, about how he was doing. It kept me awake all night. How is it going in the Lightning pack territory?" I asked. "The boy is recovering and I speak with Marcel almost daily. Dad... I never really thought about it but now I do. His family is gone or maybe dislike him, and that would be my fault. We can try to find him one day, it would be a relief to see how he is doing, or maybe it wouldn't be and than it's just good that we found him and we can help him." Sam said. She tried to talk calm but there was an obvious worry in her voice. "Yes, we'll do it later. But now the boy is our priority, how is he doing. A name yet?" I asked. "Well, he talked but it wasn't a name. He called us guardian angels. I think that should be our name." Sam said. "Nah, the rouges here call us death twins. I like that more, it has something, don't you think?" I said. "Well, there is something in the name that I can't describe, it's has something to do with death I think." Sam said. I laughed at her, we never thought of a name to call us. We don't remember a family name of some sort and just sticked to Sam and Jac, the rouges began calling us the death twins and we don't mind it, it is what makes us notorious after all. I then thought about it, we didn't kill in a while. "What's on your mind, dreamy boy." Sam said. "We didn't kill in a while, do we want to keep our nickname or not." I said. "I could ask Marcel to ask some of the newer pack members about bad alphas, it has been kind of boring lately. We can also ask their alpha for a request. Nothing sounds better than a royal request, right?" Sam said and I laughed but agreed. "I, Alpha Nick Strickland, request the death twins to murder someone for me." I said with some kind of formal voice. Sam laughed at me for even trying but got back to reality way too fast. "He doesn't trust us too much though. If we want him to trust us, we will have to show ourselves and gain his trust. He thinks we will attack him and his pack and he didn't trust our story about Colin. I want to kill him real badly but we don't kill without request and the only person I know will give us that request is Nick Strickland." She said. I thought about it and agreed. I hate our little incident with alpha Seth Strickland. If we were smart, we would've avoided him and if we still ran into him, we should have known Colin came and we should've hid him our ran away to let him try and follow us but lose us and be able to face Colin himself. We could've done so much good but we seemed to just chose only the bad ones. There is one good decision we made, which was not killing Seth ourselves. Colin was abusive and we knew it and even saw it, but we made it a rule not to kill any alphas without a request. We made this rule so we wouldn't lose ourselves into killing alphas because we hate alphas. There are good alphas which care for the pack more than their own lives and without our rule there could be a time when we can only see red and that would end up badly. But I don't know what Nick Strickland would do to us if we would show ourselves, but Sam will find a way to get him to trust us. I know it for sure. And after we dealt with Colin we could start looking for our dad and maybe our lives could have a happy ending.