INDESCRIBABLE FAITH

Ava Rose?

CHAPTER 1.

Hmm, what's going on here? I wondered but there was no one to reply. I recall the heavy feeling in my heart that made me break down in tears but I still didn't understand.

My mum always told me that I'm Special but after she died, I never really thought that about myself, why do they always have to die? Any one I loved either hated me deeply or ended up dead... I would never open up my heart again, not because I'm afraid but because I don't want people dying on me.

I was only 12 when my dad left and I had to feign for myself, I can vividly remember those days when I would have to sleep under shops and get chased away in the morning, I remember almost getting assulted every now and then, the trauma, the pain, the heat, the hatred, the hurts, the betrayals,over and over again. I surely suffered.

I under went all this and came out stronger, more resilient and less caring all because of one woman. I still can't remember her but I recognize her presence in my life as an HE and I never knew why.

Every thing is black,

I remember breaking down in tears because of the thick heaviness in my heart, I was deeply broken, deeply violated, deeply wronged yet I never cried but as soon as this woman collided into me, I broke.

I felt extremely heavy inside, all my hurts and pains breaking loose and before I could even get myself, I was wrapped up in her arms, we were both blasting nonesense and I saw the way the passerbys looked at us.

She held me tight and kept whispering gibberish in my ear. She was getting hotter, my skin could testify to that, she was leaning on me... I slipped and all went black.

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Hmm... I'm surprised she was still next to me the following day, still wondering how I got there. I could barely sit up, my heart was grieved and I felt a pain so deep and sharp that tears began to roll down my eyes... My heart was being forcefully opened it hurt.

My eyes finally fully opened examined the room I was, quite happy I wasn't in an hospital room but this lady was really something else... She's literally kneeling on my bedside asleep Yikes! Not a particularly comfortable position I guess.

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An hour should have passed but I still couldn't bring myself to sit up, after a lot of agony and pain, I sat up with a groan taking in quick breaths and after recovering, I began to examine the lady close to me.

She was quite tall, her eyes were closed and there was enough evidence for a novice to know she cried herself to sleep. She had a round face with a slightly pointed nose, her hair color was light brown and it looked quite natural, she wasn't too thin niether was she fat and I could see that she was a really pretty lady even in this circumstance.

My heart grew heavier as I kept looking at her a groan escaping my lips and before I knew it my tears ran freely down my cheeks,

"W.. what's going on?" My hands where shaky and my voice hoarse and deep... I tried opening my mouth but every time I tried to talk, I spoke in a language that made no sense to me,

I was amazed. I linked my hands with hers , her hands were soft but un - naturally hot... I wondered if she had a fever cos her clothes were drenched and the bed was soaked.

I prayed!

I prayed for the first time in my entire life, I prayed until my heart was at rest and as I opened my eyes I saw her staring at me.

Her eyes were dull as though she has had no peace of mind for years. She was still kneeling... We both continued staring at each other as though in a trance.

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"How do you feel now?"

She suddenly spoke and her gaze softened.

"Where am I ?"

I said softly, my voice was already back to normal I felt the need to escape, I had a very demanding job

She sighed"Do you know me?" She stood and took few steps backward "I came here to talk to you, my Father sent me to you" She glanced at me before stretching out her hand for an handshake "My name is Ava... Ava Rose"

I sighed, I'm glad I didn't know her from my past, she stared at me

... Oh!

Does she want me to tell her my name?

Hahaha!

I'm not gonna, I slowly stood up and dashed out of the room then after a while I was on my way home.

What an eventful day indeed.

I wonder what tommorow has in stall for me?