BLOOD AND ASHES

His Property Now

She attacked the first person who entered her room in the morning.

In her defence, she had not slept enough to be reasonable, and the door had opened without knocking, and she had been raised on stories that ended badly when doors opened without knocking, and twenty three days in Petrov’s house had recalibrated her responses in ways she was only beginning to understand.

The person was not a guard. The person was a young woman, maybe twenty five carrying a tray with breakfast on it, who had the misfortune to open the door at the exact moment that Anya’s body made its decision before her brain could intervene.

She didn’t hit her. She grabbed the tray which went sideways, shedding a bowl of something porridge adjacent and a glass of orange juice in a magnificent spray and shoved it between them like a shield and backed against the far wall with her heart doing something genuinely alarming in her chest.

The young woman stared at her.

The porridge dripped from the tray onto the floor.

A long silence.

“Well,” said the young woman, in English that was accented but perfectly precise, “I’ve had worse Tuesday mornings.”Anya lowered the tray. Very slowly.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be. First weeks are —” She looked at the tray, which now held only a spoon and a decimated bread roll. “I’ll get more food.”

“I don’t need —”

“You do.” She reached for the tray. “You’re grey. You look like a person who hasn’t eaten enough to fuel a pigeon for three weeks.” She paused.

“No offense.”

“None taken.” Anya released the tray. Her hands were still shaking slightly.

“Who are you?”

“Cleo.” She said it easily, unselfconsciously, the way people said names when they’d made their peace with the world knowing them. “I run the household. Or I try to, running anything in this place is like herding extremely violent cats.” She looked at the mess on the floor.

“I’ll send Dmitri with a mop.”

“I can clean it myself.”

Cleo looked at her for a moment. Something shifted in her face.

“Yes,” she said

“you probably could. But you don’t have to.” She moved toward the door, then stopped.

“Shower’s yours until nine. Mr. Volkov has something at ten and the whole house goes into a specific kind of tension about half an hour before, so if you need anything done in peace, you’ve got —” She checked her watch.

“Forty minutes.”

“What happens at ten?”

“Chaos, usually.” Cleo pulled the door.

“Welcome to the compound, Anya. Try not to throw things at me tomorrow and we’ll get along fine.”She left.

Anya stood in the middle of the room, orange juice on the floor, sketchbook on the bed, compound wall visible through the barred window and something cracked open in her chest, some small and specific and entirely unexpected thing.

The woman had not treated her like cargo.

She had treated her like a person who had had a difficult morning.

She sat down on the edge of the bed and put her face in her hands and did not cry. She was not crying. She was simply reorganising. Taking stock. Breathing through a thing that had no name yet.

After a minute, she stood up. She went to the shower. She used it properly, with actual consideration for what shampoo she wanted, because there were three and choosing between them was a decision she could make and she needed very badly to make a decision.

She chose the one that smelled like cedar.

She was still Anya Reeves.

She was choosing shampoo.

She was fine.

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Nikolai Volkov came to her room at eleven o’clock.

She knew who he was by then, Cleo had filled in some of the outline over the breakfast she’d brought a second time, with the careful precision of someone giving information they thought you needed without giving information they were not authorised to give. Nikolai Volkov. He runs things. International things. I’d say more but I value my continued employment.

She had guessed most of it already, from the size of the house and the number of men and the specific quality of deference she’d observed, the way even the largest and most armed of the guards moved slightly out of his path.

She had not guessed the way he would fill her doorway.

It was not about the height, though the height was notable. It was the quality of the stillness he brought into a room, a stillness that was not passive but was instead the absence of any motion he had not specifically elected to make. He stood in her doorway and the room rearranged itself around him, the furniture and the light and the air all reconfiguring in acknowledgment.

She was sitting at the desk with her sketchbook. She did not stand.

This was a decision, and she knew it. She would not stand. She was in the room they had put her in, which made her something between a guest and a captive, and she was not going to behave as though she were the latter by leaping to her feet for him. She would sit. She would be a person sitting at a desk, which she was.

He looked at her.

She looked at him.

He entered the room. He did not ask permission, which was both annoying and predictable. He moved to the window and stood with his back to her, looking out at the compound garden, and she had the disconcerting sensation of someone who was giving you something, space, the absence of eye contact deliberately and strategically, like a poker player showing you a card they’d chosen to show.

“You are Anya Reeves,” he said. His English was good, very good, the kind that came not from a class but from immersion, from years of business conducted in multiple languages. There was an accent, Russian underneath, the consonants a touch harder than they would have been in a native speaker, but it was not thick. “Twenty two. London. No criminal record. Degree in art from Goldsmiths, incomplete, you left in your second year.”

She went cold. Not at the information they had her phone, they could find all of this but at the specificity of it. The incomplete degree. He had looked at her thoroughly.

“You’ve done your homework,” she said.

“I always do.” He turned from the window. His eyes, in the daylight, were exactly as she had drawn them that particular grey that wasn’t soft.

“You are here because your father made an agreement. The debt he owed was not small. You understand the nature of the agreement.”

“I understand that my father sold me, yes.” She said it flatly. “I don’t need it wrapped in the language of agreements.”

Something moved through his face. Too fast to catch.

“You are safe here,” he said.

“You’ll forgive me,” she said, “if safe is a word I’m currently finding difficult to apply to a room with bars on the window and armed men in the corridor.”

“The bars are structural. The men are —”

“Yours. I know.”

A pause. He was looking at her in a way that she couldn’t categorise, not the way Petrov had looked at her, nothing like that, but something that was nevertheless very focused, very specific. She had the feeling of being looked at by someone who saw accurately.

She wasn’t sure if that was better or worse than not being looked at at all.

“You will not be treated as you were at Petrov’s house,” he said. It came out quiet. Absolute.

She held his gaze.

“What does that mean, exactly? What am I, if not that?”

“A guest.” He said the word carefully, as though he knew how it sounded.

“Under my protection.”

“Guests can leave.”

“Not currently.”

She felt the rage move through her, clean and cold and clarifying. She had felt it in the cargo hold and she had felt it in Petrov’s house and she felt it now, and it was the best thing she felt, the most useful. The rage kept the outline of her intact.

“Then I’m a prisoner,” she said.

“In a nice room.”

“You are safer than you were yesterday.”

“That’s a low bar.”

“Yes,” he said. “It is.”

She had not expected that. The acknowledgment clean, without justification or apology, simply yes landed differently than she’d expected. She recalibrated.

“If I’m a guest,” she said, the word exactly as careful as his

“what does that require of me?”

“Presence. Discretion. Compliance with the rules of this house.”

“And if I say no?”

He looked at her for a long moment.

“No one here will touch you,” he said. “

That is not what this is. But you cannot leave, and so your options are to be here with the freedom I am offering you within those walls, or to be here without it.”

She thought about the twenty-three days in Petrov’s house. She thought about the cargo hold. She thought about what she had preserved, through all of it, at cost, in the interior place where they couldn’t reach her.

She thought about the sketchbook on the desk.

“I want to send a letter,” she said. “To my brother.”

“No.”

“I want to know that he’s safe.”

A pause. Shorter than she expected. “I will find out.”

She looked at him.

“Why?” she said.

It was not a challenge. It was a genuine question, and she thought he heard it as one, because something shifted in the set of his jaw before he answered.

“Because you asked,” he said. As though it were that simple.

He left.

She sat at the desk for a long time afterward, looking at the door he had pulled shut behind him. Not locked. She got up and tried the handle and it opened into the corridor, which smelled of coffee and the cold that came through the compound’s stone walls.

Not locked.

She stood in the open doorway for a moment. Then she went back inside. She sat down at the desk.

She opened her sketchbook and looked at the drawing she had done of his face at three in the morning.

She picked up the 6B pencil and added a line to the jaw. Just one. Just to get it right.

“What happened to you?” she said again, to the drawing. To the absent man. To the complicated and terrible space between captive and guest that she was now occupying.

Outside the barred window, the compound garden was silver and frozen and still.