Song & Secrets

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The first rule of senior year? Don’t waste time on things that don’t matter. College applications, AP exams, my sister’s wedding—those mattered. Is a random stranger hijacking my Spotify playlist? Not important. At least, that’s what I told myself. Yet, the next morning, the first thing I did wasn’t check my email or review my AP Lit notes. It was checking the playlist. And sure enough—they had added another song. I hesitated, a coffee mug hovering near my lips, as I read the title: “Enemies” – Post Malone I snorted. Oh, so are we playing this game now? Fine. Game on. I scrolled through my library, picking something equally petty. Something that said, I can play at this level too. After a few seconds, I smirked and hit add. “You’re So Vain” – Carly Simon It took four minutes for a response to appear. “Can’t Tell Me Nothing” – Kanye West I nearly choked on my coffee. This was unexpectedly fun. I still had no idea who I was messing with. Some random student? A teacher? A stranger? But for some reason, I couldn’t bring myself to log out. Because, for the first time in a long time, something felt unpredictable. --- By the time I pulled into school, I was still thinking about the playlist. Noa didn’t even give me time to sit before calling me out. “Okay, what’s up with you?” I blinked at her. “What?” She narrowed her eyes. “You’re weird today.” “No, I’m not.” “Liar.” I hesitated, then busied myself pulling books from my bag. How was I supposed to explain that I had spent my morning exchanging passive-aggressive song choices with a total stranger? So I changed the subject. “Lauren was talking about Jace yesterday.” Noa groaned. “Do we have to talk about him?” “Yes, because apparently, I have to see him this weekend.” She winced. “The wedding stuff?” I nodded. “The rehearsal dinner. The second dance practice. All of it.” Noa made a face. “He’s probably still an arrogant ass.” “Obviously.” But that wasn’t what was bothering me. What bothered me was that I hadn’t seen him in almost a year. That in less than forty-eight hours, we’d be forced into the same room again. That, no matter how much I tried to convince myself otherwise, he was still a part of my story. --- By late afternoon, I officially regretted agreeing to this cake tasting. I sat at a round table with Olivia, Ethan, and my mom, surrounded by trays of tiny cake samples. “Chocolate ganache is classic,” Mom said. Olivia wrinkled her nose. “Too predictable.” “Lemon?” Ethan suggested. I tuned them out, checking my phone under the table. A new song has appeared on the playlist. “Take a Hint” – Victoria Justice & Elizabeth Gillies I nearly laughed out loud. Whoever this was, they had a sense of humor. “What’s so funny?” Olivia’s voice cut through my thoughts. I quickly locked my screen. “Nothing.” She gave me a suspicious look, but thankfully, Ethan distracted her by shoving a forkful of cake in her mouth. I exhaled, but my relief didn’t last. Because then, Olivia smiled way too sweetly. “Oh, by the way,” she said. “Jace is coming to the next dance practice.” I went completely still. “Great,” I muttered, stabbing a piece of cake. “Can’t wait.” Olivia smirked. “You guys are dance partners, you know. You’ll have to get along.” I scoffed. Not happening. --- That night, I sat cross-legged on my bed, staring at my screen. A new song has appeared. Not teasing. Not cocky. Something different. “Little Talks” – Of Monsters and Men I hesitated, my fingers hovering over the screen. This was… unexpected. Not a song to taunt me. Not a song to brag about. Something about it felt different. Like an unspoken question. The lyrics hit harder than I wanted to admit. You’re gone, gone, gone away. I watched you disappear All that’s left is a ghost of you. A lump formed in my throat. I didn’t know this person. Didn’t know why they picked this song. But for some reason, it felt like a message. And that was dangerous. Because whoever this was, they weren’t supposed to matter. And yet… I scrolled through my playlist, searching. Not for a comeback. Not for something snarky. For something that answered them. After a moment, I found it. “Sweater Weather” – The Neighborhood I hesitated for a split second. Then, without allowing myself to overthink, I added it. And we waited.
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