Gunnar
I can tell she was taken aback by my sudden confession. Hell, in some way I was too. I’ve never felt the need to pour my heart into anyone as I did with her. Maybe my trigger was her calling us some scandalous house-playing role. Either way, once our trip to memory lane was added, the feeling became just that raw and unfiltered.
I think the small masochist part of me wanted to see how she would react. That part was expecting her to cast my words and feelings to the side. Brush me off as she did two years ago. I was waiting for her to tell me to get a grip on reality because obviously I was mentally fxcked up and deranged. That even though she said she wanted it; it wasn’t the same way I wanted her. It was just another stage in her life that she would outgrow and playing house was
