Soleil
I won’t go as far as to say that these last eight months have been berserk, but I can say it’s been quite an adjustment. Having no control over my body as it stretches, and fills out took a full month, and then some of therapy to fully process and accept the inevitable. I was already mind fxcked, the hormones did not help. At least not outside of the sxx drive.
The crazy thing about these last eight months is that I can say that I officially know myself, fully. Pregnancy had brought out a lot of sides to me and welcomed them all. For the first time in my life, I didn’t try to suppress them. I felt everything as they came and handled it just the same. There was no longer any corner of my mind that was left unexplored.
I won’t lie and say that it was easy, but it sure the hell wa
