My Chemical Romance- I'm Not Okay
B.B.:
What my father just said left a nasty taste in my mouth. Lucien and Carson are sitting down now with nearly identical distant looks on their faces. I ask everyone to give us a moment and I pick up the chair my dad knocked over and turn it to sit in front of them. As much as I want to keep a distance, this is something else. This hurts on a very personal level. Even if I don't want to address the "elephant in the room", they're my friends and I loved their parents just as much as they seem to love mine.
"Hey," I place my hands on their thighs. Carson takes a deep breath as he sits back trying not to look at me. Lucien looks up at me with tears in his eyes.
"I can't-" he chokes up. I push off the chair and sit on his lap wrapping my arms around h
