Samantha
I had always wondered what reconciliation would feel like. I took a deep breath and exhaled. Deciding to forgive him brought me great relief. I didn't know I was holding so much in.
I had held so much inside. I was angry, hurt and then scared. Alex had hurt me deeply and even though I knew he was truly sorry, I still felt the need to punish him.
I looked at him. I could feel his desperation. Finding out what transpired between Sylvester and I must have been difficult yet he managed to hold it in and pursue reconciliation instead. I knew it would take a while for him to get over it. I was yet to get over his involvement with Hilda, but it was time for us to move on and put the past behind us.
" Alex," I began " When you abandoned me here and rejected me my entire wo
