What came over me? I've never behaved like this before. Phone s*x? Seriously? But when Igor wrote that he missed me, it was like I went crazy. All these days I was thinking about how to write to him first. Then the seminars, conferences and all this nonsense began. I was distracted from these romantic thoughts for a while. Here is his first message, he writes that he misses me, and I just got out of the shower. So beautiful, how can I not share it. It started with a photo, then his revelations, and then I got carried away myself. And this communication brought me to orgasm, I couldn't even imagine that only from these correspondences you can get SO turned on.
Today I have something like a day off. Since this is my first time in Germany, I decided to dedicate today to getting to know this city. Munich greeted us with pretty good weather, with variable cloudiness. To begin with, I decided to visit the museums. The Old Pinakothek is located in a slightly gloomy building, to my taste. As the booklet said, there were 9,000 paintings by different artists here. A few hours of studying the Venetian Renaissance, and my stomach and I reminded me of lunch. The DeliDosa restaurant greeted me with a pleasant interior, good music and a friendly atmosphere. Having ordered a combination dish and a glass of the best beer that was recommended to me, I decided to study the people here. I was distracted by the bartender, who tried to pay attention to each visitor and guess the preferences of the clients. I did not notice how a man approached me.
- Sorry to bother you. It seems that you and I were at a conference together yesterday, - he looked about forty years old. Of average height, with gray hair, which gave him charm. Glasses in a neat frame, a formal gray suit and a white shirt, the buttons of which are not fastened all the way, exposing a small triangle on his chest. I would say that he is not bad, handsome, pleasant looking, but he does not touch my soul.
- It seems so, if I'm not mistaken, - I've met very few people during the seminars.
- Do you mind if I join you?
- Sure, sit down. I've already ordered, if you want to have lunch, we can call the waiter.
- Thank you. My name is Ivan, and you?
- Elena, it's nice to meet a compatriot.
- And I'm so pleased, you can't even imagine, - why am I looking at him and comparing him to Igor. The most I'm ready to do with this person is have lunch. I'm only ready to discuss work-related matters with him, nothing more. - I see you've also decided to devote today to excursions. Where have you been? If that's not a secret, of course.
- Nothing unusual, I walked around the museum. Art and I are incompatible things, but for the sake of common development it was interesting.
- And where are you going next? Maybe our plans will coincide and we'll be able to go together? - I just want to say "man, we are not on the same path", but I keep quiet.
- First, I would like to have lunch, and then we'll see what happens - our lunch was brought just at that time.
- Yes, of course. Enjoy your meal.
Having thanked him, I started on my lunch. And, oh God, what delicious beer. Of course, I'm not a fan of alcohol, I can sip one or two glasses, but I've never had beer like this. I don't regret coming here. We didn't really talk while eating. I wasn't eager, he didn't insist. After a while, I realized that I wouldn't go anywhere else today. Maybe in the evening. Since we all lived in the same hotel, we went there together.
- Would you like to keep me company in the evening? I was planning to go to the botanical garden, they said the nature there is beautiful.
- I hope this is just a walk and you're not asking me out on a date? - It's better to dot all the i's right away, so that there are no misunderstandings later.
- Even if it's a date, will you refuse? Elena, I won't hide it, I like you and I would like to continue our conversation further, with a possible transition from friendship to a serious relationship.
- I don't go on dates, I already have a man. And how do you imagine a serious relationship? We live in different cities, - a strange man.
- We could visit each other, and then perhaps one of us would move to another city. There is no problem with that, if there is a desire. I didn't notice a ring on your finger, are you that serious with him? - Well, that's enough of this goodwill.
- Moving? Are you ready to quit your job and move to my city? I doubt it, you have achieved good success in your work and it is not clear why you want to quit it all? I am not going to quit my job and the city, everything suits me. And yes, we are serious, we are planning a wedding, - yes, it is not nice to lie, but it is better to get rid of him like this.
- Sorry, I did not mean to offend you in any way. I understand everything, I am simply offering friendship, if you do not mind, - but I do not agree to friendship anymore.
- Nothing, and about the garden, if you have not changed your mind, then I would go.
- Of course, I will pick you up at 6 pm.
Once in my room, I exhaled calmly. I cannot understand why I am so tense next to Ivan. I need to rest a little and decide whether I will go to this garden or stay at the hotel. I looked at the time, it was 1 p.m. for me, 2 p.m. for Igor. He should be getting a massage at this time.
Me: "Hi, how are you?" 4/13
Today I decided to be the first to text him, how long can I run away from someone I want to be with. I'm so worried about him. I'm afraid I might let him down. He wants to get back on his feet so much and has trusted me. I feel like I've just left him there alone to deal with such a difficult period in his life. I need to think of something, find another doctor, so that I won't be charged with violating ethics later. I'll definitely need to discuss this with Igor. His opinion is important to me, what if I just made up this "relationship" myself?
Igor: "Hi, my dear. I'm getting ready for a massage, I've been thinking about you all day. How are you? How was your first day off?" 11/13
Me: "I decided to go on an excursion, I'm resting now. In the evening they suggested going to the botanical garden. Now I have a dilemma: to go to the garden or stay in the room and devote time to myself. " 13.13
Igor: "Should I start to be jealous of you? Or should I still hope that you were invited by a female company?" 13.15
Me: "And you have a good feeling. I was invited by a man, my colleague. But we immediately dotted all the "i's" and this is a friendly meeting. Don't worry, my thoughts are only about you. " 13.18
Igor: "Are you sure that he only invites you with "friendly" intentions? I'm not around, I can't protect you, you understand that, right?" 13.23
Me: "Everything will be fine, don't worry. I'll go for a couple of hours, look at the beauty that was advertised to us so much. And when I'm in the room, I'll call you right away so that you don't worry about me. Remember, you can't be nervous." 13.25
Igor: "Okay. I trust you. And of course I won't be nervous. Okay, I have to go, I'll be waiting for your call. Kisses." 13.26
Me: "Kisses and miss you." 13.27
I'm glad to know that Igor is jealous and worried about me. This means, first of all, that he definitely cares about me. And I'm not the only one hoping for a serious relationship.
The walk through the garden was wonderful. At the entrance, we were met by beautiful trees with "fluffy" red flowers. But what caught my attention most was the greenhouse. It had so many plants from different parts of the world, different continents, accustomed to different climatic conditions. Cacti of different shapes and sizes, and how beautiful it was on the bench under the tangerine tree. Then a waterfall in the sss jungle awaited us. Small rice fields, water plants in aquariums. My eyes just ran wild. How could you collect all this beauty in one place?
We were so carried away by the beauty of nature that we didn’t notice how more than two hours of our walk had passed. Then we walked to the hotel and when I got to my room, it was already half past 11 at night. I lay down to rest for a bit and didn’t notice how I passed out “without my back legs”.